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Friday, January 13, 2012

Miss u deeply, ayah #2


1992...
ayah start ajar aku baca quran.. 
terus baca quran sebab ayah kata aku dah kenal huruf..
ayah akan ajar sehelai demi sehelai quran tu setiap hari selepas kitaorg sembahyang zohor berjemaah..
ya, ayah mmg dari kecik ajar kami solat berjemaah...
alhamdulillah, di usia 7 8 tahun, aku dapat khatam al quran..
yang diajar sendiri oleh ayah...
terima kasih yang x terhingga ayah...

1993...
i was 6 yrs old.. ayah cakap tahun ni dah boleh masuk darjah 1..
aku dibawa ke sekolah tempat ayah mengajar,
Sekolah Kebangsaan Langkasuka, Yan Kedah..
hari pertama aku sampai, ayah bawak aku ke satu kelas, kelas 1 Ceria..
"Kak Nab, saya nak tumpang anak saya kat sini boleh?"
Pn Zainab, itulah nama cikgu pertama aku di sekolah..dia reply,
"Boleh cikgu..."sambil tersenyum mengajak aku masuk ke kelas..
aku masih pelik kenapa ayah cakap nk 'tumpang'kan aku..
tp aku mls nk memikir...aku pon masuk, belajar mcm biasa..
and I just got to know that school was a very interesting place to learn!
thank you ayah for giving me an early opportunity to learn in school even I was only 6 back then..

part yang paling best ialah masa rehat..
aku pegi rehat mcm biasa dgn kawan2, tp smpai kat kantin...
aku mesti masuk tempat makan guru2..
sebabnya aku nk mnx duit dr ayah!!! =)
sometimes, aku amek laksa/ mee yg dalam kantin tu (portion byk sket utk cikgu2) ;p
sometimes, aku ckp kat makcik kantin, "nnt claim kat cikgu mohshim ye" =)
thank you ayah for not ignoring me as your daughter even we were at school..

1995...
aku terpilih utk wakil sekolah in "English Day-Solo Singing Competition"
lagu: "Seasons in The Sun - Terry Jack"
masa tu Westlife belum re-sing the song..
part yang paling aku x bole lupa, ayah belikan skirt khas utk that competition!
"Rocky One" brand yg agak terkenal masa aku kecik2.. siap dpt adiah wall clock Rocky One!
kakak2 aku jeles sket la masa tu.. :p
thank you ayah for supporting me in everything I did...

1998..
it was the year of my UPSR..
aku dikejutkan dgn berita yang aku xboleh amek UPSR..sebabnye.. aku belom 12 thn for that year!
sedey nya aku xterkata.. xkan aku nk stay for another 1 year, learn the same thing for another 1 year just for the sake of UPSR?? what a waste...
tapi..1 day... ayah ckp ada surat sampai.. he gave it to me with his most sweet smile..
surat tu dari Ministry of Education..
berdebar aku nk bukak.. and you know what?
I was allowed to sit for my UPSR on that year!!!!!
terus aku peluk ayah and asked him how can they give such permission for me..
and ayah said,
" I write an appeal letter for adik to sit for the exam"
Ya Allah.... You've given me the best dad in the world!
thank you ayah for being such an understanding dad!!!!

there is not a single day I've been thru without crying since u r gone...

I just miss you so much, AYAH... 

7 comments:

xi da ya said...

he is d best Zeti..
smoga roh nya ditempatkan di kalangan orang2 yang beriman..

syuki said...

i'm touched. be strong.
walau kemana-mana, kasih sayang orang tua xkan penah berkurang. tapi kasih sayang anak pada org tua, mungkin akan berkurangan. Bila usia da makin meningkat ni, terasa benar bila jauh dari mereka kan.

ZirCon gurL said...

thanks to u both!
sapa x rindu kan klu he was d one that used to be sooo close with me.. :')
selagi ada hayat, kita diberi peluang utk terus berbakti..gunakan peluang yg ada utk mendapat syurgaNya..

sUe said...

ya Allah Zeti, tersentuhnya baca entri ni. tak boleh bayangkan kalau benda yang sama berlaku pada Kak Sue. Walaupun mati itu pasti, tapi kita sebagai manusia tentu payah nak terima hakikat kehilangan orang tersayang.

kuatkan semangat. tabahkan hati. moga-moga ayah Zeti ditempatkan di kalangan orang yang beriman.

Amin.

ZirCon gurL said...

hanya yg melaluinya akan betul2 paham..
mati pasti jmput kita semua jugak.. tp nk merelakan kematian, x semua dpt buat..
insyaAllah, time will heal.. thanks kak sue..

lee said...

i wish i am a father like ayah. i have a son age 6 and as a father,i dream of teaching him quraan,taking him to school,imam all his prayers and most of all train him to be a religous and educated son.But now i can only tears.He is no longer with me but with my x wife.Son,i know u wanted to be with Daddy, but your mom cant live without you. i can naver forget his words "Daddy jangan lupa addib ye"...Hope Addib Karya will grow up like u, Can naver forget his daddy.

ZirCon gurL said...

lee- insyaAllah, he'll understand more when he grows up..keep in touch with him.. no love is better than love from parent..