tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-59127610705872856082024-03-06T04:25:31.619+08:00ZirCon LifE"Kadang2 Allah sembunyikan matahari..
Dia datangkan petir dan kilat..
kita menangis dan tertanya-tanya,
kemana hilangnya sinar..
Rupa2nya.. Allah nak hadiahkan kita pelangi.." "ZirCon gurLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05432973583114167196noreply@blogger.comBlogger160125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5912761070587285608.post-67492608486127314382013-04-30T13:21:00.001+08:002013-04-30T13:21:52.956+08:00Experiment n testing<p>Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..</p>
<p>Our life is always being directed / being told<br>
Tp life in PhD, xde sape pnah bgtau..</p>
<p>Semua benda dlm hidup mesti ada ups n downs..<br>
Kata hidup bak roda, x gitew?</p>
<p>I always thought that student life is more way easier than any other job<br>
I worked once, I studied a lot..that's why I put my thinking that way</p>
<p>But what I can say now is PhD life is incomparable with any other life kt dunia<br>
Bila everything going smooth, u might be the happiest person on earth<br>
Tp bila satu je masalah which will lead n effect ur result, u'll feel like everything is dumped on u</p>
<p>When peoples ask about PhD, I'm going to be even now<br>
I always say, pk btol2 b4 pursue..<br>
X macam masters dlu, I always ask peoples around me to join!<br>
But for PhD,the stress is different..</p>
<p>U can't imagine how the stress can really affect ur daily life..</p>
<p>Aaaaaa x sabaqqq nk abeh wehhhh..</p>
<p>#rambutdhberubanbykpikiaq</p>
ZirCon gurLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05432973583114167196noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5912761070587285608.post-55286123423431681672012-12-10T20:33:00.001+08:002012-12-10T20:33:38.424+08:00Currently<p>I thought that life of any student would be the same<br>
But it doesn't seems so now</p>
<p>My principle is easy..<br>
If I got a lab work, I'll spend my days even night at lab, regardless weekdays or weekends<br>
It's all because it is my responsibility and my aim to complete this as soon as possible</p>
<p>But if I don't have lab works to do, I rather spend my life at room<br>
Yeah it sounds so damn free and good, isn't it?</p>
<p>Let me tell u how it works<br>
I woke up in the morning with a very fresh mind<br>
To try writing some papers, reports or to analyze the data<br>
But believe me, u can spend 1.5 hours without writing anything!<br>
And believe me, u can feel ur mind is so tired of thinking</p>
<p>And..u may end up urself lying on the bed..again n again..<br>
It feels better to take a nap just to let ur mind rest</p>
<p>And now I'm lying on my bed for the 2nd time of the day<br>
«tiring eyes n mind»</p>
<p>XOXO</p>
ZirCon gurLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05432973583114167196noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5912761070587285608.post-33921938005645300192012-12-05T12:49:00.001+08:002013-01-04T17:35:36.958+08:00I need to let it goIt's been 3 and half years..<br />
But everytime I saw that logo,it hurts me, even more<br />
The logo would remind me where I supposed to be, what I supposed to do, and the most important thing, that's my dream job ever<br />
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My roomate and I had a long conversation about this<br />
She experienced the same damn feeling<br />
She reminded me that,maybe this is the best time to let this feeling goes<br />
It's been too long to keep this pain<br />
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Just believe that,Allah wants u to learn how to go through this hardship, to appreciate what u have, to move forward without any regrets, and to accept ur fate dgn redha..<br />
InsyaAllah,if u manage to get over it, He will always give u a better life, instead that's the best for u<br />
Cuz u never know what's the best to u,until it comes at the right time<br />
2013 is coming, I should left d pain, and welcome the happiness with my warmest heart<br />
And i know, I've been blessed a lot since I'm here<br />
And I am really thankful about it<br />
Alhamdulillah..It's not that difficult to say it right?ZirCon gurLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05432973583114167196noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5912761070587285608.post-28207251831542168002012-11-16T19:52:00.002+08:002012-11-16T19:52:47.254+08:00reminder<br />
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banyak sangat nk update, tapi jari jemari sudah longlai untuk menaip</div>
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cukuplah sekadar aku katakan yang life sebagai phd student semakin hari semakin susah</div>
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tp ini jalanku, jalan yang aku pilih, jalan yang Dia bawa untukku</div>
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aku redha, malah amat bersyukur</div>
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everybody has their own pathway, and this is mine</div>
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sometime I'm stuck nowhere, sometime I don't even know where to start</div>
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but one thing I know</div>
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He is always with me, right beside me, regardless I remember Him or not</div>
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*poor me for spending time which I ignored Him</div>
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and so do you</div>
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if you stuck, if you happy, never ever leave Him behind</div>
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I know, you know, we know, the best quote would be His ayah in noble Quran</div>
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and I hope, I will never feel the gap with Him</div>
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if I can't catch Him, I won't catch anything in this life</div>
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ZirCon gurLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05432973583114167196noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5912761070587285608.post-82635833889278997622012-07-23T23:44:00.001+08:002012-07-23T23:44:33.256+08:00Ramadhan Kareem 1433<br />
<span style="color: #0b5394;">Ramadhan tiba lagi.. </span><br />
belum terlambat rasanya untuk aku ucapkan Salam Ramadhan untuk semua..<br />
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setiap tahun pasti Ramadhan dalam hidup ini mempunyai cerita yang berbeza<br />
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2008: <a href="http://zirconlife.blogspot.com/2008/09/home.html">http://zirconlife.blogspot.com/2008/09/home.html</a><br />
2010: <a href="http://zirconlife.blogspot.com/2010_09_01_archive.html">http://zirconlife.blogspot.com/2010_09_01_archive.html</a><br />
2011: <a href="http://zirconlife.blogspot.com/2011/08/ramadhan-1432.html">http://zirconlife.blogspot.com/2011/08/ramadhan-1432.html</a><br />
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2012...<br />
hari ini, 3 Ramadhan.. <span style="color: #990000;">genaplah 8 bulan</span> pemergian ayah tercinta..<br />
<span style="color: #bf9000;">Ramadhan pertama tanpa ayah</span> sememangnya amat sepi..<br />
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tatkala imam mengalunkan bacaan ini, <span style="color: #741b47;">deras air mataku</span> mengalir..<br />
inilah ayat yang wajib ayah alunkan, terutamanya <span style="color: #e06666;">waktu solat maghrib berjemaah</span> dgn ayah..<br />
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aku terlalu rindukan ayah..<br />
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<span style="color: #38761d;">May the barakah of Ramadhan fill this empty soul..</span><br />
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Ya Allah, berikanlah kami kekuatan, kesabaran dan kegembiraan..<br />
<span style="color: #0b5394;">semoga rohnya dalam jagaanMu yang terunggul..</span><br />
<br />ZirCon gurLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05432973583114167196noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5912761070587285608.post-72491066009865622472012-05-25T20:24:00.003+08:002012-05-25T20:25:09.513+08:00sebab & alasan<br />
aku percaya semua orang pernah <span style="color: blue;">mencapai kejayaan</span><br />
dan<br />
aku percaya semua orang pernah <span style="color: #cc0000;">mengalami kegagalan</span><br />
dalam <span style="color: #a64d79;">apa jua bidang</span>; pelajaran, kerjaya, keluarga mahupun percintaan<br />
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aku juga pernah mengalami keduanya<br />
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suatu masa dulu,<span style="color: #3d85c6;"> aku punya cita-cita</span><br />
cita-cita yang aku kira tinggi menggunung<br />
cita-cita yang ku mimpikan atas dasar <span style="color: #bf9000;"><b>"comfort zone" </b></span>aku aku lalui<br />
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sejak kecil, aku kira perjalanan <span style="color: #0b5394; font-size: large;"><b>hidupku amat mudah tetapi "excellent"!</b></span><br />
tamat<span style="color: #6aa84f;"> "primary school", </span>aku berpeluang ke sekolah asrama penuh<br />
tamat <span style="color: #6aa84f;">"high school"</span>, aku berpeluang ke matrikulasi<br />
aku kira ini semua sudah cukup "lucky" walaupun aku tak berpeluang ke "oversea"!<br />
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tamat <span style="color: #6aa84f;">matrikulasi</span>, aku ditawarkan ke satu <span style="color: #6aa84f;">universiti </span>yang pada ketika itu dikagumi (i guess so)<br />
di mana, kemasukan ke universiti itu memerlukan proses "interview" bagai<br />
dan di universiti, aku ditawarkan<span style="color: #45818e;"><b> biasiswa</b></span> di mana hanya aku (dalam 'batch' aku) yang dapat<br />
dan aku "graduated" dengan "result" yang sederhana<br />
yang aku kira berbekalkan "result" itu, aku mampu mendapat apa yang aku impikan<br />
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<span style="color: #b45f06; font-size: large;">bukankah kehidupan itu begitu selesa???</span><br />
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tetapi seharusnya kita ingat, <span style="color: #ffd966; font-size: large;">perancangan Allah itu lebih baik</span> dari apa yang kita impikan!<br />
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aku rasa aku<span style="color: #ea9999;"><b> jatuh teruk </b></span>di kala aku tidak mendapat kerja yang aku impi-impikan<br />
aku <span style="color: #ea9999; font-size: large;">rasa remuk </span>bila gambaran gaji yang aku kejar tidak akan aku dapat walaupon separuh dari itu!<br />
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dan hanya Allah yang tahu derita itu masih <span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: large;"><strike>berbekas</strike></span> hingga ke hari ini<br />
hanya Allah tahu, aku baru<span style="color: magenta; font-size: large;"> belajar untuk hidup</span> di saat itu..<br />
malah.... hanya Allah tahu yang itu adalah TERBAIK untukku walau pada hakikatnya, aku pasrah<br />
dan.. pasrah itu menyerah<br />
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<span style="color: #38761d; font-size: large;">tetapi... itu semua dulu...</span><br />
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sekarang, aku yakin bahawa Allah telah memberi aku <span style="color: #8e7cc3; font-size: large;">pengajaran hidup</span> yang tak akan aku dapat walau sejauh mana aku pergi dan setinggi mana aku berada<br />
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dan sekarang, aku <span style="color: lime;"><span style="font-size: large;">mula tertanya sendiri</span>...</span><br />
<span style="color: #e69138;">'untuk apa</span> aku inginkan kerja seperti itu'<br />
'<span style="color: #e69138;">untuk apa </span>aku kejar angka-angka duit itu'<br />
'dan <span style="color: #e69138;">sampai bila </span>aku harus terus mengejar yang kalau bukan itu milikku & terbaik untukku'<br />
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apa yang aku pasti...<br />
<span style="color: #e06666; font-size: large;">"Innama'amalu, binniat"</span> : <span style="color: #f6b26b;"><b>sesungguhnya sesuatu amalan itu adalah bergantung kepada niat</b></span><br />
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sebelum terlambat, ayuh <span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: large;">bermuhasabah..</span><br />
<span style="color: #ea9999; font-size: large;">tanyalah diri, apa dan KENAPA</span><br />
biarlah apa yang dilakukan setimpal dengan bekalan untuk ke akhirat...<br />
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dan yakinlah, Allah <span style="color: #cc0000;">tidak pernah mengatakan tidak</span> kepada doa-doa kita..<br />
jika doa itu tidak dimakbulkan hari ini, mungkin esok..<br />
jika tidak esok, mungkin nanti..<br />
dan jika tiada nanti, Allah gantikan dengan yang lebih baik..<br />
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: large;">bersangka baiklah dengan Allah</span>ZirCon gurLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05432973583114167196noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5912761070587285608.post-42941570293292731062012-05-14T20:10:00.001+08:002012-05-14T20:13:14.803+08:00maturity<span style="color: #a64d79;"><b>who is agree that maturity comes along with your age?</b></span><br />
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<span style="color: #a64d79;"><b>who is agree that maturity comes with you experiences?</b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79;">or..</span></div>
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<span style="color: #a64d79;"><b>who is agree that maturity comes with your common sense?</b></span></div>
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I'm counting your vote now..</div>
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ok, just joking.. I am not doing a survey here.. ;-)</div>
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I still remember, it was in 2008 after me and my friends done with our internship program..</div>
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when everybody came back to school, for final year, a big change was shown in each one of us..</div>
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it was in our attitude, manners, understandings, and so on..</div>
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but the main thing was, everybody changed!</div>
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and I would say that it was a good transformation..</div>
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every person seems to know how to deal with life better, how to consult people, how to genuinely communicate but yet to offend people..</div>
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these are the things that I am talking about..</div>
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and we noticed it.. we brought the experience to the working life..</div>
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now I'm still dealing with education things..</div>
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and I was expecting the peoples around me would be much much more experienced..</div>
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because, we are not in the bubble of freshie!</div>
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we are no more undergraduate students..</div>
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but why.. why there is still people that act like an undergraduate?</div>
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oh no, this is even worse, she acts like a school student!</div>
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come on, grow up la!</div>
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<span style="color: #cc0000;">you are still playing those games we used to tease friends in high school by putting the disgusting lizard egg on my phone? and you try to scare people by standing at their back door?</span></div>
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<span style="color: #cc0000;">that's annoying!</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">you are so ignorant that you avoid to understand the signs we give to you that we are offended enough when you are always take advantage on us?</span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">you have no human sense!</span></div>
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and you are just make us annoyed with u more each and every day!</div>
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peoples, help me to deal with this kind of species..</div>
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i just dont know what to do.. -_-<br />
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<span style="color: #38761d;">Daripada Abu Hurairah r.a, baginda Nabi S.A.W telah bersabda, <b>"Barang siapa yang telah meringankan salah satu daripada kesusahan orang mukmin di dunia, maka Allah akan meringankan salah satu kesusahannya di hari kiamat"</b></span><br />
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dont make peoples feel hard to deal with u..</div>ZirCon gurLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05432973583114167196noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5912761070587285608.post-35640703378171316822012-04-25T07:23:00.002+08:002012-04-25T07:29:07.599+08:005 bulan<b><span style="color: #0b5394;">n the name of Allah the Most Gracious the Most Merciful...</span></b><br />
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<span style="color: #e06666; font-size: large;"><b>3 Muharram - 3 Jamadil Akhir..</b></span><br />
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<span style="color: #38761d; font-size: large;">5 bulan </span>telah berlalu..<br />
aaaahh..pantas semuanya..<br />
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tp <span style="color: #674ea7;">terasa spt aku masih mempunyai dia..</span><br />
aku masih terasa dia jauh kerna dia di hospital menjalani rawatan..<br />
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tp apa yg<span style="color: #bf9000; font-size: large;"> aku pasti...</span><br />
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aku akan <span style="color: #45818e;"><b>tetap merindui dia..</b></span>. <b><span style="color: #38761d;">menyayangi dia..</span></b><br />
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<span style="color: #a64d79; font-size: large;">dialah ayahku, imamku, guruku, ketuaku..</span><br />
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walaupun<span style="color: #cc0000;"><b> keperitan kehilangannya</b></span> tidak dapat aku gambarkan..<br />
tetapi, aku tetap <span style="color: #741b47; font-size: large;"><b>bersyukur </b></span>kerana <b><span style="color: blue;">Allah telah mengurniakannya padaku </span></b>suatu ketika dahulu...<br />
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<span style="color: #e06666; font-size: x-large;"><b>AL - FATIHAH...</b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #e06666; font-size: large;">Ya Allah, pindahkan dia dr kesempitan kubur ke syurga KhuludMu..</span>ZirCon gurLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05432973583114167196noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5912761070587285608.post-68801651394206595352012-03-16T14:33:00.001+08:002012-03-16T14:35:49.052+08:00congrats my bestie!<span style="color: blue;"><br /></span><br />
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<span style="color: blue;">in the name of Allah the Most Gracious the Most Merciful...</span></div>
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it's March!</div>
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and what I have for this month???</div>
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it was <span style="color: #741b47; font-size: x-large;">my best friend's wedding!</span></div>
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1st of all, million congratulations my dear <a href="http://luvhateinmylife.blogspot.com/2012/03/different.html">roommate</a>!!!</div>
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even it was a hectic week, I still managed to be there..</div>
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to <span style="color: purple; font-size: large;">attend your big day..</span></div>
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with biggest present I guess.. :-p</div>
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btw, sorry for being a bit late and only there during your main ceremony..</div>
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willing to take a flight, only for you! :)</div>
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<span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: x-large;">u were so gorgeous, seriously!</span></div>
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and I am <span style="color: #0b5394;">deeply happy</span> as there is someone that'll always be with you..</div>
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and I know, he's the best! definitely! :D</div>
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last words, I pray that<span style="color: #38761d; font-size: large;"> you'll have a good life i</span>n your upcoming days..</div>
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and you'll <span style="color: orange; font-size: large;">complete each other</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">keep in touch,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #e06666; font-size: large;">FRIEND FOREVER!!</span></div>
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yours sincerely,</div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: x-large;"><i>dzeti</i></span></div>
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(roommate 05-09) *wink wink*</div>
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<span style="color: #073763; font-size: large;">what peoples normally do during weekend?</span><br />
when i'm currently pursuing my studies, i mean full time study, all the memories keep on hitting my brain<br />
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it was<span style="color: #7f6000; font-size: large;"> 7 years back</span> since my 1st year..<br />
<span style="color: #741b47; font-size: large;">undergraduate time was really interesting</span>, wasn't it?<br />
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I still remember, most of my weekend<span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;"><strike> I enjoyed spent it in tronoh or ipoh</strike></span> *wink2 ;-) *<br />
its either 'qada' tdo, or movies+makan2, kan cik rumet?<br />
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but the<span style="color: #674ea7;"><b> feelings are so much different now</b></span><br />
as the days approaching weekend, I'll keep on <span style="color: #38761d;">thinking of going back</span><br />
the <span style="color: blue;">feeling comes stronger</span> when<span style="color: #e06666; font-size: large;"> I think about my mom</span><br />
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and I know it well.. it's mainly because I lost my precious ayah..<br />
I keep on thinking, who else can always be by her side after her lost<br />
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if I could, I would want <span style="color: #134f5c; font-size: large;">to spend my entire seconds with her</span><br />
that's why I always have my weekend dilemma<br />
or can I call it as <span style="color: orange; font-size: large;">HOMESICK?</span> ^_^<br />
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ok, lets compare with <span style="color: magenta; font-size: large;">married peoples..</span><br />
as they are apart from their family or spouse, they tend to<span style="font-size: large;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><b>travel back and forth</b></span></span> for almost every week!<br />
and it's definitely because they miss their family!<br />
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so I am <span style="color: #e69138; font-size: large;">questioning myself...</span><br />
why..why we are as sons and daughters, we are barely to do that to our parent..<br />
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<span style="color: #38761d;"><b>if only we know we don't have much time, definitely we'll do it, aren't we?</b></span><br />
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lets thank to Allah as He is still giving us the time to collect our pahala thru our parent..<br />
this is the <span style="color: #45818e; font-size: large;">easiest way to Jannah</span>, insyaAllah.. =)<br />
<br />ZirCon gurLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05432973583114167196noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5912761070587285608.post-49648977124495977102012-02-09T18:25:00.004+08:002012-02-09T18:25:46.405+08:00Dream & time<br />
<b><span style="color: #cc0000;">3 Muharram - 3 Safar...</span></b><br />
sebulan ayah telah pergi..<br />
hanya Allah yang Maha Mengetahui betapa rindunya aku pada arwah..<br />
mungkin sebab itu Allah mengurniakan <span style="color: #3d85c6;">aku mimpi bertemu arwah..</span><br />
dalam mimpi, arwah sempat berpesan:<br />
<span style="color: #3d85c6;">"adik, ayah kena pegi dulu.. adik jaga diri baik2..jaga emak baik2.."</span><br />
<span style="color: #a64d79;">terima kasih Ya Allah kerana memberi peluang untuk aku memeluk & bercakap dgn arwah..</span><br />
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<b><span style="color: #cc0000;">3 Muharram - 3 Rabiul Awal..</span></b><br />
2 bulan telah berlalu..<br />
terasa seperti arwah masih ada...<br />
especially bila balik kampung..<br />
rindunya aku pada arwah...<br />
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last aku balik kampung, i've visited his grave..</div>
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dgn <span style="color: #0b5394;">tenang, aku dpt menerima </span>apa yg Allah tentukan ini..</div>
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deep inside, aku tau, arwah mesti nak aku <span style="color: purple;">teruskan hidup...</span><br />
teruskan berusaha <span style="color: #45818e;">mencapai apa yang aku impikan..</span>.<br />
semoga arwah tenang di sana..<br />
<span style="color: orange; font-size: large;"><b>Al Fatihah...</b></span><br />
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<i><span style="color: #38761d;">Ya Allah, berikanlah aku petunjuk dlm urusanku dengan segala petunjukMu..</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: #38761d;">Permudahkanlah, jgn disulitkan..</span></i>ZirCon gurLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05432973583114167196noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5912761070587285608.post-82337765489162869392012-01-20T18:17:00.001+08:002012-01-20T18:17:16.119+08:00i miss u, ayah #4<div>
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<span style="color: #ea9999; font-size: large;"><b>2005...</b></span></div>
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i put it as the year of my starting life..</div>
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aku tamat pengajian di matrikulasi pada tahun ini.. dan menunggu keputusan untuk ditawarkan ke mana2 universiti..</div>
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ayah..ayah mengharapkan aku untuk ambil kursus kedoktoran..</div>
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aku tetap meletakkan 3 pilihan berkaitan perubatan antara 8 pilihan utk ke IPTA; perubatan, farmasi & forensik.. selebihnya, aku meletakkan jurusan kejuruteraan..</div>
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tp berbekalkan latar belakang Sains Fizikal di matrik, aku tidak layak untuk mengambil jurusan pure perubatan..</div>
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pada hari surat tawaran sampai, aku ditawarkan jurusan forensik di USM Kubang Krian, Kelantan..</div>
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aku antara mahu & tidak.</div>
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.forensik di malaysia bukan seperti yg dipamerkan dalam CSI!! owh jauh bezanya..</div>
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rezeki Allah bukan setakat itu...</div>
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selang seminggu, aku mendapat tawaran ke UTP pula, dalam bidang Chemical Engineering..</div>
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ya, aku sangat meminati bidang ini..</div>
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setelah berbincang dgn keluarga, aku memilih utk ke UTP...</div>
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<i><b><span style="color: #a64d79;">ayah, maafkan adik kerana tidak layak utk mengambil bidang seperti yg ayah harapkan..</span></b></i></div>
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<i><b><span style="color: #a64d79;">i am so sorry...</span></b></i></div>
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<span style="color: #ea9999; font-size: large;"><b>2009...</b></span></div>
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tahun akhir di UTP..</div>
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owh ya..aku masih menyimpan msg ayah kepadaku sebelum aku menduduki peperiksaan akhir...</div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;"><b><i>"do the best, insyaAllah, adik never fail to excel"</i></b></span></div>
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ya, aku masih simpan msg itu..dan aku akan <span style="color: #6aa84f;"><b>terus simpan msg itu...</b></span></div>
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alhamdulillah...aku berjaya menamatkan pengajian...</div>
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terima kasih yg x terhingga kepada kedua ibu bapaku yg tidak pernah jemu memberi semangat</div>
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terima kasih yg x terhingga atas kehadiran kaum keluargaku di hari convocation sbg tanda sokongan..</div>
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dan aku berazam utk meneruskan pengajianku lagi..</div>
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<span style="color: #ea9999; font-size: large;"><b>2011...</b></span></div>
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alhamdulillah..aku berjaya menamatkan pengajianku di UM...</div>
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tetapi, ayah tidak dapat hadir di hari convocation..</div>
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ayah demam panas... </div>
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tetapi, ayah tetap memberikan aku ciuman tahniah sekembalinya aku ke rumah..</div>
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aku mendakap ayah penuh kasih syg.... mata ayah kelihatan bergenang...</div>
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<span style="color: #ea9999; font-size: large;"><b>2012...</b></span></div>
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i'll try my best to continue my life..</div>
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to get the <span style="color: purple;"><b>TITLE</b></span><b><span style="color: purple;">.. </span></b>as u wished, ayah...</div>
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insyaAllah... i'll fulfill ur wish..... semoga Allah permudahkan jalan untukku...</div>
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semoga jalan yg aku pilih diredhaiNya...</div>
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walau apa pon yg terjadi..aku tetap bersyukur..</div>
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alhamdulillah, aku masih mempunyai emak yang sangat memahami...sangat menyayangi...</div>
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<i><span style="color: #674ea7;"><b>Ya Allah, Kau panjangkanlah umur emakku.. Kau berilah dia kesihatan yg berpanjangan..</b></span></i></div>
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<i><span style="color: #674ea7;"><b>semoga ada sinar yang lebih bahagia untuk kita....</b></span></i></div>ZirCon gurLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05432973583114167196noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5912761070587285608.post-36729784252969955002012-01-17T15:15:00.004+08:002012-01-17T15:15:26.881+08:00I miss u, ayah #3<span style="color: #3d85c6;"><br /></span><br />
<b><span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: large;">1999..</span></b><br />
i was offered to SMK. Agama Yan Kedah..<br />
walaupon rumah dengan sekolah tu macam sekangkang kera ja, tp aku <b><span style="color: #cc0000;">WAJIB</span></b> duduk di<b><span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;"> asrama..</span></b><br />
sebabnya, sekolah tu sekolah berasrama penuh...<br />
walaupon hanya selected student yang boleh masuk sekolah tu, tp aku x nak!<br />
sebabnya kena duduk asrama..<br />
every week outing, aku <span style="color: #a64d79; font-size: large;"><b>WAJIB balik rumah..</b></span><br />
ayah pulak mesti akan hantar aku balik asrama walaupon hakikatnya aku boleh ja balik jalan kaki...<br />
tapi bila nk balik asrama, aku WAJIB nangis!<br />
aku rasa aku terlalu muda untuk dudk di asrama seusia 12 tahun.. :(<br />
ayah tiap-tiap minggu akan cuba comfort kan aku..<br />
ayah cakap, <b><span style="color: #6aa84f;">"xpa... 3 tahun ja duk situ, nnt lepas PMR keluaq k?"</span></b><br />
dan ayah terus terusan memujuk aku setiap kali aku menangis bila nk balik ke asrama..<br />
<b><i><span style="color: #ea9999; font-size: large;">terima kasih ayah kerana x pernah jemu melayan karenah anakmu ini...</span></i></b><br />
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: large;"><b>2002...</b></span><br />
aku berjaya duduk di asrama selama tiga tahun...<br />
masa tu, aku macam dah xnak kuar dr sekolah tu..<br />
1 day, aku nampak ayah datang sekolah..aku menjangka yang ayah ada mesyuarat..<br />
tp rupa-rupanya ayah dtg untuk buat pertukaran sekolah aku..<br />
ayah betul2 mengotakan janjinya..<br />
yes, it was only 3 years! and he <span style="color: #6aa84f; font-size: large;"><b>fulfilled his promises...</b></span><br />
aku ditukarkan ke sekolah harian biasa..itu permintaan aku...I didn't even apply to other boarding school..<br />
<i><b><span style="color: #ea9999; font-size: large;">thank you ayah for fulfilling my wishes, for keeping on your promises...</span></b></i><br />
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: large;"><b>2002-2003...</b></span><br />
ibu bapa mana yang x sedih kalau anaknya pindah dari sekolah yang baik ke sekolah harian biasa..<br />
Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Yan, Kedah..inilah sekolah ku utk Tingkatan 4 & 5..<br />
bukan aku nak ckp sekolah harian tu x bagus, tp status sekolah berasrama mmg menjadi perhatian suatu masa dahulu...<br />
walaupon berat untuk ayah dan emak terima apa yang aku inginkan, mereka tak pernah jemu menyokong aku...<br />
pada mulanya aku agak kekok dgn environment sekolah harian..<br />
tp kata mereka,<span style="color: #6aa84f;"><b> "its ok duduk sekolah biasa pon, at least boleh p tuisyen"</b></span><br />
ayah mendaftarkan aku di kelas tuisyen yang terbaik baginya...<br />
dia akan menghantar & menjemputku ke tuisyen..<br />
begitu juga ke sekolah... balik dr solat subuh berjemaah di masjid,ayah akan menghantarku ke sekolah pula..<br />
hanya kadang2 aku akan balik dgn bas or tumpang mak ayah kawan2 ku...<br />
ayah, I am so sorry, I've been troubled u a lot since I moved to the daily school...<br />
but, <b><span style="color: #ea9999; font-size: large;"><i>thank you so much ayah, I hope I have returned part of your hard work with my SPM...</i></span></b><br />
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: large;"><b>2004...</b></span><br />
alhamdulillah... aku dapat offer ke Kolej Matrikulasi Pulau Pinang seperti yang diharapkan emak & ayah..<br />
suatu hari, ayah called.. ayah cakap ada cikgu sekolah dtg.. nk interview aku..<br />
katanya, untuk dimuatkan dalam majalah sekolah..<br />
since I wasn't home, ayah jawab semua soalan...<br />
masa cuti semester, aku pulang ke rumah...<br />
aku dapat 1 copy majalah sekolah utk tahun 2003...<br />
aku terus membelek ruangan yang nama aku dimuatkan..<br />
aku tertanya2 apa yang ayah jawabkan untuk aku...<br />
dan aku ternampak...<br />
<span style="color: #0b5394; font-size: large;">CITA-CITA: JURUTERA KIMIA</span><br />
that was his asnwer during the interview...<br />
<b><span style="color: magenta;">and that's</span><span style="color: blue; font-size: large;"> what I was</span><span style="color: magenta;"> before he left....</span></b><br />
<span style="color: #ea9999; font-size: large;"><i><b>thank you ayah for praying for me to be such a successful person...</b></i></span><br />
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<span style="color: #38761d; font-size: large;"><b>Ya Allah, tempatkanlah ayahku di kalangan orang2 yang beriman & beramal soleh..</b></span><br />
<span style="color: #38761d; font-size: large;"><b>sesungguhnya, dia telah menyempurnakan tanggungjawabnya dengan baik sebagai seorang ayah...</b></span>ZirCon gurLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05432973583114167196noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5912761070587285608.post-70293430059237403952012-01-13T22:27:00.003+08:002012-01-16T12:01:38.125+08:00Miss u deeply, ayah #2<br />
<b><span style="color: #38761d; font-size: large;">1992...</span></b><br />
ayah start ajar aku <span style="color: #0b5394; font-size: large;"><u><b>baca quran.. </b></u></span><br />
terus baca quran sebab ayah kata aku dah kenal huruf..<br />
ayah akan ajar sehelai demi sehelai quran tu setiap hari selepas kitaorg sembahyang zohor berjemaah..<br />
ya, ayah mmg dari kecik ajar kami solat berjemaah...<br />
alhamdulillah, di usia 7 8 tahun, aku dapat khatam al quran..<br />
yang diajar sendiri oleh ayah...<br />
<i><span style="color: purple;"><b>terima kasih yang x terhingga ayah...</b></span></i><br />
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<span style="color: #38761d; font-size: large;"><b>1993...</b></span><br />
i was 6 yrs old.. ayah cakap tahun ni dah boleh <span style="color: #783f04; font-size: large;"><b>masuk darjah 1..</b></span><br />
aku dibawa ke sekolah tempat ayah mengajar,<br />
Sekolah Kebangsaan Langkasuka, Yan Kedah..<br />
hari pertama aku sampai, ayah bawak aku ke satu kelas, kelas 1 Ceria..<br />
<span style="color: #20124d;">"Kak Nab, saya nak tumpang anak saya kat sini boleh?"</span><br />
Pn Zainab, itulah nama cikgu pertama aku di sekolah..dia reply,<br />
<span style="color: #20124d;">"Boleh cikgu..."</span>sambil tersenyum mengajak aku masuk ke kelas..<br />
aku masih pelik kenapa ayah cakap nk 'tumpang'kan aku..<br />
tp aku mls nk memikir...aku pon masuk, belajar mcm biasa..<br />
and I just got to know that school was a very interesting place to learn!<br />
<span style="color: purple;"><i><b>thank you ayah for giving me an early opportunity to learn in school even I was only 6 back then..</b></i></span><br />
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part yang paling best ialah masa rehat..<br />
aku pegi rehat mcm biasa dgn kawan2, tp smpai kat kantin...<br />
aku mesti masuk tempat makan guru2..<br />
sebabnya aku nk mnx duit dr ayah!!! =)<br />
sometimes, aku amek laksa/ mee yg dalam kantin tu (portion byk sket utk cikgu2) ;p<br />
sometimes, aku ckp kat makcik kantin, "nnt claim kat cikgu mohshim ye" =)<br />
<b><span style="color: purple;"><i>thank you ayah for not ignoring me as your daughter even we were at school..</i></span></b><br />
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<span style="color: #38761d; font-size: large;"><b>1995...</b></span><br />
aku terpilih utk wakil sekolah in <span style="color: #cc0000;">"English Day-Solo Singing Competition"</span><br />
lagu: <span style="color: #cc0000;">"Seasons in The Sun - Terry Jack"</span><br />
masa tu Westlife belum re-sing the song..<br />
part yang paling aku x bole lupa, ayah <span style="color: #0b5394;"><b>belikan skirt</b></span> khas utk that competition!<br />
<span style="color: #134f5c;"><b>"Rocky One"</b></span> brand yg agak terkenal masa aku kecik2.. siap dpt adiah wall clock Rocky One!<br />
kakak2 aku jeles sket la masa tu.. :p<br />
<i><b><span style="color: purple;">thank you ayah for supporting me in everything I did...</span></b></i><br />
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<span style="color: #38761d; font-size: large;"><b>1998..</b></span><br />
it was the <span style="color: #3d85c6;"><b>year of my UPSR..</b></span><br />
aku dikejutkan dgn berita yang aku<b><span style="color: #8e7cc3;"> xboleh amek UPSR..</span></b>sebabnye.. aku belom 12 thn for that year!<br />
sedey nya aku xterkata.. xkan aku nk stay for another 1 year, learn the same thing for another 1 year just for the sake of UPSR?? what a waste...<br />
tapi..1 day... ayah ckp ada surat sampai.. he gave it to me with his most sweet smile..<br />
surat tu dari Ministry of Education..<br />
berdebar aku nk bukak.. and you know what?<br />
I was allowed to sit for my UPSR on that year!!!!!<br />
terus aku peluk ayah and asked him how can they give such permission for me..<br />
and ayah said,<br />
<span style="color: #ea9999;"><b>" I write an appeal letter for adik to sit for the exam"</b></span><br />
Ya Allah.... You've given me the best dad in the world!<br />
<span style="color: purple;"><i><b>thank you ayah for being such an understanding dad!!!!</b></i></span><br />
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there is not a single day I've been thru without crying since u r gone...<br />
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<i><span style="color: #e69138; font-size: large;"><b>I just miss you so much, AYAH... </b></span></i>ZirCon gurLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05432973583114167196noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5912761070587285608.post-14570716042799724682012-01-11T21:38:00.000+08:002012-01-11T21:38:23.428+08:00Miss u badly, ayah #1<b><span style="color: #7f6000; font-size: large;"><br /></span></b><br />
<b><span style="color: #7f6000; font-size: large;">1991...</span></b><br />
sejak kecik ayah mmg larang makan jajan yg dijual oleh pakcik ikan..<br />
or kopok2 yg tersergam di depan kedai2 runcit..<br />
tp, mn mungkin kanak2 seusia 4 tahun itu mampu menahan nafsu makan benda2 mcm tu..<br />
ditambah pula, anak bongsu ini siangnya, tinggal bersama neneknya (yang dipanggil mama)..<br />
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setiap hari pakcik jual ikan dtg jual ikan kat umah sebelah..<br />
setiap hari jugak mama akan pegi umah sebelah beli ikan..<br />
tp bukan setiap hari aku ikot mama, sebab kadang2 aku ikot mak pegi pra-sekolah..<br />
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in a one fine day, aku mengalami sakit perut yg teramat sgt.. it was indescribable..<br />
sakit perut, di selang seli muntah.. xmakan pon muntah..<br />
then, my lovely parent took me to the hospital..<br />
MA in-charged said it was nothing..he gave an injection, and I was permitted to go back.. without any hospitalization..<br />
mlm tu reda sket..but early in d morning..skt tu dtg lg...<br />
and AGAIN, my lovely parent took me to the hospital..<br />
and AGAIN, the PIC told us to go back..<br />
and for the whole day, I kept on crying for the indescribable stomachache..<br />
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bila mak n ayah balik dr sekolah, xkeruan tgk aku meraung2 sakit, non-stop pegi toilet muntah2..<br />
ptg tu jugak ayah n mak bwk aku pegi hospital.. (back then, it was the only nearest hospital there)<br />
sampai hospital, ayah terus ckp<span style="color: #c27ba0;"><b> "saya nekad, apa pon jadi, anak saya mesti warded! panggil Dr in charge!"</b></span><br />
a <span style="color: blue;">Chinese-lady doctor</span> came and have a check up on me..<br />
almost yelled, she spoke to my dad,<span style="color: #6aa84f;"><b> "kenapa pakcik lambat bwk anak pakcik, she has appendicitis! and her appendix dah pecah!"</b></span><br />
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ayah replied:<span style="color: #c27ba0;"><b> " i brought her here for 3 times!"</b></span><br />
Doctor: <b><span style="color: #6aa84f;">"ok, she has to be operated immediately..we'll take her to hospital Sg. Petani"</span></b><br />
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and.... I could see his face was in a deep worry.. he experienced appendicitis before..<br />
alhamdulillah...the operation went very well..<br />
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<span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;"><b>and.... he never easily give up.. he'll do his very best in whatever he's doing..</b></span><br />
<span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;"><b>that is him...</b></span><br />
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<b><span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: x-large;">.::I MISS U, AYAH <3 ::.</span></b><br />ZirCon gurLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05432973583114167196noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5912761070587285608.post-72726598750979458392011-12-22T18:17:00.001+08:002011-12-22T18:18:27.273+08:002011 yang xkan kulupakan...2011 kian melabuhkan tirainya....<br />
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2011 akan ditinggalkan bersama kenangan yang pasti aku xkan sesekali lupakan...<br />
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2011..ya..umurku 24 tahun...<br />
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seawal umur 24 tahun ini, aku kehilangan orang yang teramat aku kasih & cinta..<br />
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orang yang sememangnya diketahui oleh keluargaku bahawa akulah insan kerdil yang disenanginya untuk bergurau dan berborak...<br />
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orang yang diketahui kawan baikku bhw dia amat rapat denganku...<br />
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aku tau..mungkin ada di antara kalian yang kehilangan orang tersayang lebih muda dari usiaku ini...<br />
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aku bukan merintih.. aku bukan meratap... malah aku redha...<br />
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<span style="color: #a64d79;">tapi... </span><br />
<span style="color: #a64d79;">di saat aku ingin mencapai apa yg dia mahukan..</span><br />
<span style="color: #a64d79;">di saat aku sentiasa meluangkan masa yang ada dengannya...</span><br />
<span style="color: #a64d79;">di saat dia amat kuat berperang dengan perasaan & rasa sakit itu...</span><br />
<span style="color: #a64d79;">Allah telah mengambilnya dariku... dari teman hatinya, ibuku... dari keluargaku...</span><br />
<span style="color: #a64d79;">begitulah janji Allah...</span><br />
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segalanya di dunia adalah pinjaman dariNya...<br />
Dia hanya mengambil salah satu daripada pinjamanNya kepadaku...<br />
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Ya Allah....<br />
sesungguhnya aku redha...<br />
ujianMu sememangnya sudah di-<i>tailor-made</i>-kan untuk setiap insan..<br />
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<span style="color: #38761d;">aku memohon dariMu...</span><br />
<span style="color: #38761d;">Kau lapangkanlah rumahnya di sana...</span><br />
<span style="color: #38761d;">Kau terangilah kegelapannya di sana..</span><br />
<span style="color: #38761d;">Kau harumkanlah tanah yang bersamanya...</span><br />
<span style="color: #38761d;">Kau tempatkanlah dia bersama para solehin...</span><br />
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<span style="color: #38761d;">Ya Allah...</span><br />
<span style="color: #38761d;">Kau berikanlah ibuku kekuatan...</span><br />
<span style="color: #38761d;">kau berikanlah ibuku kesabaran...</span><br />
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<b><span style="color: #0b5394;">sesungguhnya.... adik terlalu rindukan ayah.... :'(</span></b><br />
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<span style="color: #e06666; font-size: x-large;"><b>ILOVEYOUSOMUCHAYAH!!!!</b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #351c75;">Haji Mohshim bin Mahamud</span></div>
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<span style="color: #351c75;">19 May 1946 - 29 November 2011 </span></div>ZirCon gurLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05432973583114167196noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5912761070587285608.post-76223229710965254202011-10-18T17:49:00.000+08:002011-10-18T17:49:40.408+08:00condolence to my lovely sisDear Sis Afifah n Abg Fadli,<br />
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i dedicate this for u both:<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">5 Ujian Allah SWT sebagai tanda Allah Mencintai kita:</span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">1- Sesungguhnya apa yang bebankan atau menyusahkan kita, adalah untuk membahagiakan kita.. </span></span><br />
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</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #073763;">2- Apa yang Allah SWT ambil dari kita adalah akan dianugerahkan di Akhirat kelak.</span></span><br />
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</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;">3- Apa yang Allah SWT menyebabkan kita menangis, adalah kerana Allah ingin melihat kita ketawa di akhirat kelak.</span></span><br />
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</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75;">4-Apa yang Allah SWT haramkan untuk kita adalah supaya kita mendapat kebaikkan daripadanya.</span></span><br />
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</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">5-Apa yang Allah SWT turunkan atau timpakan bala adalah tanda Allah SWT mencintai kita..</span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif; line-height: 18px;">InsyaAllah....Wallahu'alam.. </span>ZirCon gurLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05432973583114167196noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5912761070587285608.post-21645082629666047302011-10-13T16:35:00.000+08:002011-10-13T16:35:51.325+08:00♥ kenape ALLAH temukan kita dengan org y salah ♥<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><img src="http://a1.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc4/44384_122074114511561_100001269194556_139122_6106211_n.jpg" style="-webkit-user-select: none;" /></span><br />
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Memang sakit bila cinta yg kita dambakan selama ini tak dihargai oleh insan yg bernama kekasih,apatah lagi kita dibuang begitu saja... tapi,itulah juga petanda terbaik untuk diri dan kehidupan kita pada masa akan datang.<br />
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1. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya apabila kita bertemu jodoh yg sebenar,masih ada rasa syukur kita pada ketentuanNYA.<br />
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2. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita dapat menjadi penilai yg baik.<br />
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3. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita sedar bahawa kita hanyalah makhluk yg sentiasa mengharapkan pertolongan ALLAH.<br />
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4. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita dapat KASIH SAYANG YANG TERBAIK,KHAS UNTUK DIRI KITA.<br />
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5. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita sedar bahawa ALLAH MAHA PEMURAH & PENYAYANG kerana mengingatkan kita bahawa dia bukanlah pilihan yg hebat untuk kita dan kehidupan kita pada masa depan...<br />
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6. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita dapat mengutip pengalaman yg tak semua orang berpeluang untuk mengalaminya.<br />
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7. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita jadi MANUSIA YG HEBAT JIWANYA.<br />
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8. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita lebih faham bahawa CINTA YG TERBAIK HANYA ADA BERSAMA ALLAH.<br />
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9. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita LEBIH MENGENALI KEHIDUPAN YG TAK SELAMANYA KEKAL.<br />
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Wahai sahabat yg kecewa,menderita dan sengsara kerana cinta, fahamilah bahawa kehidupan kita makin sampai ke penghujungnya.<br />
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Hari esok pun kita sendiri tak pasti samada menjadi milik kita. Gapailah keredhaan ALLAH dengan melaksanakan suruhanNYA, dan meninggalkan laranganNYA..<br />
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PERCAYALAH sesungguhnya ALLAH malu untuk menolak permintaan hambaNYA yg menadah tangan meminta dengan penuh pengharapan HANYA kepadaNYA..</span></span>ZirCon gurLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05432973583114167196noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5912761070587285608.post-8571706802985588872011-10-12T23:51:00.000+08:002011-10-12T23:51:24.426+08:00it's my day!after<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple; font-size: large;"> 1 and half year </span>struggling...<br />
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finally... I managed to get what I wanted..<br />
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lets the <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0b5394; font-size: large;">pictures speak</span> for me...<br />
<div style="text-align: center;">thanks mak, kak hanis & abang!!!</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgwzpqD9dWOs9XSBo1vAiymDTScUQ4o1MpQ1LkxDMUfUpFBOaZ2iqpKsAkRg-jaYXc1QZeUJ0TkDs9NVlVavD2nZllUb72A8-rDXiQA59wH44FLPSNLQZmkKM-lLEltGyTGLOh4jz7eI8EA/s1600/DSC06636.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgwzpqD9dWOs9XSBo1vAiymDTScUQ4o1MpQ1LkxDMUfUpFBOaZ2iqpKsAkRg-jaYXc1QZeUJ0TkDs9NVlVavD2nZllUb72A8-rDXiQA59wH44FLPSNLQZmkKM-lLEltGyTGLOh4jz7eI8EA/s320/DSC06636.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><br />
<div style="text-align: center;">to the most lovable person, I LOVE U SO MUCH MAK!!!!</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj7uLLgshqZbfAl6mwjYAHEluo7epOb2GjQXTKFGjRcVolWPrBhVGfG8Zm4r4lK9ky3i4NNpnu3n1sIyx20m3m5ye2HfEUaydg5MTE3S63XxVrrTErrY94TuX98VaZFyTAAi-YkR9suIOvr/s1600/DSC06639.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj7uLLgshqZbfAl6mwjYAHEluo7epOb2GjQXTKFGjRcVolWPrBhVGfG8Zm4r4lK9ky3i4NNpnu3n1sIyx20m3m5ye2HfEUaydg5MTE3S63XxVrrTErrY94TuX98VaZFyTAAi-YkR9suIOvr/s320/DSC06639.JPG" width="240" /></a></div><br />
<div style="text-align: center;">thanks for d supports!</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgGWBK_czh4kRShWmY2v-UaHm9xSWBfksVYU6VPrQ80P_id2_vGPPD_WvYpmbmPtC5rid8GsT_-wITa1J763iNGjFlySprLiD1FeP3531YgyCDtdb2tdcnQMkILQX5GUCwsloaOrW7oYsZS/s1600/DSC06642.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgGWBK_czh4kRShWmY2v-UaHm9xSWBfksVYU6VPrQ80P_id2_vGPPD_WvYpmbmPtC5rid8GsT_-wITa1J763iNGjFlySprLiD1FeP3531YgyCDtdb2tdcnQMkILQX5GUCwsloaOrW7oYsZS/s320/DSC06642.JPG" width="240" /></a></div><br />
<div style="text-align: center;">thanks for being at my side, listening and advising whenever i need it rumet!!!!</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhRZ3A9okLtNE6Qtqp0XldHpM_6oFWOiFDHYbgHrDyRb-d5H0kO9FOjYDBTd2J7TAlSrVo-5PwDEkqZ9VDxDCYwEIxsdyCGKfnIMFNmD7wi7zUPTeJFgDyO0KgruDPGps76Zyml2qSepS8K/s1600/DSC06660.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhRZ3A9okLtNE6Qtqp0XldHpM_6oFWOiFDHYbgHrDyRb-d5H0kO9FOjYDBTd2J7TAlSrVo-5PwDEkqZ9VDxDCYwEIxsdyCGKfnIMFNmD7wi7zUPTeJFgDyO0KgruDPGps76Zyml2qSepS8K/s320/DSC06660.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><br />
<div style="text-align: center;">thanks for d best advice and time!!!</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhwIbYfQpbb3tSO9VGk2QOxo5t3KDTQrNsHn2gTTV4zygzn-5z_-2Bzb10aVqEgYm5GGB0gMwZLTBSsfxjh_U_ZCbqKMXaaE6dAMEoEEkr5Ygxb0zDZOZdXihAO-Gf9PjDDjWHP0MhToAYR/s1600/DSC06667.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhwIbYfQpbb3tSO9VGk2QOxo5t3KDTQrNsHn2gTTV4zygzn-5z_-2Bzb10aVqEgYm5GGB0gMwZLTBSsfxjh_U_ZCbqKMXaaE6dAMEoEEkr5Ygxb0zDZOZdXihAO-Gf9PjDDjWHP0MhToAYR/s320/DSC06667.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><br />
<div style="text-align: center;">and.... we start to do it again!!!!</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiDlYTNr1JinB4rYUnVmOJUDEvziAfw7idn6pkP3WrZkxllhbYz2uOoDxiYU7Az8qgs7HPg3Lgp0wYAOuLgKYxMwFIg4GeVwF5SoQK75itj5VjxKOmGcPSP266sWtjOhq3ZMiQdnnEPHiPV/s1600/DSC06679.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiDlYTNr1JinB4rYUnVmOJUDEvziAfw7idn6pkP3WrZkxllhbYz2uOoDxiYU7Az8qgs7HPg3Lgp0wYAOuLgKYxMwFIg4GeVwF5SoQK75itj5VjxKOmGcPSP266sWtjOhq3ZMiQdnnEPHiPV/s320/DSC06679.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><br />
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</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;">thanks to great parent, Hj Mohshim Mahamud & Hjh Che Long Hashim...</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0b5394;">thanks to lovable family...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">thanks to understanding friends...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">and thanks to tireless teachers!!!!</span></div><br />
millions thanks to all!! may Allah repay it in d world or hereafter...<br />
<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d; font-size: large;">*big grin*</span></div>ZirCon gurLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05432973583114167196noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5912761070587285608.post-56426743303404131102011-10-08T00:56:00.000+08:002011-10-08T00:56:28.230+08:00this is WHY i miss Q!!!!an <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;"><b>email popped out</b></span> from FB:<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0b5394; font-size: large;">Salam Dzeti, project dah siap, Effluent Fluoride level </span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;">an <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666; font-size: large;">email from my Q's immediate superior</span>!!!!</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;">sape x rindu weh klu<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0b5394; font-size: large;"> bos appreciate </span>smpai cmni!!!</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;">waaaaa~</span><br />
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><i>sesungguhnya dalam <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0b5394; font-size: large;"><b>hati ada koyakan </b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;"><b>yang tak bisa dijahit</b></span> kecuali dengan <b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0b5394; font-size: large;">menghadap penuh kepada Allah.</span></b></i></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><i><br />
</i></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><i> dalam <b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d; font-size: large;">hati ada kesepian</span></b> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;"><b>yang tak dapat diubat </b></span>kecuali dengan <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d; font-size: large;"><b>menyendiri bersama Allah.</b></span></i></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><i><br />
</i></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><i>dalam <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47; font-size: large;"><b>hati ada kegelisahan</b> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #674ea7;"><b>yang tak mampu ditenangkan</b></span> melainkan dengan <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47; font-size: large;"><b>berhimpun kerana Allah.</b></span></i></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><i><br />
</i></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><i>dalam<b> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666; font-size: large;">hati ada api </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ea9999;">yang tak mampu dipadamkan</span></b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ea9999;"><b> </b></span>melainkan redha dengan keputusanNya diiringi dengan kesabaran <b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666; font-size: large;">menunggu saat bertemu dengannya.</span></b></i></div><div style="font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #073763;">::duhai hati, jangan terus mati::</span></div>ZirCon gurLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05432973583114167196noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5912761070587285608.post-63553311743423987452011-10-04T11:41:00.000+08:002011-10-04T11:41:36.100+08:00appreciate!<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">never<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;"><b> LOVE</b></span> a <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;"><b>LOVE </b></span>that <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;"><b>HURT...</b></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">never<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;"> HURT </span></b>a<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;"><b> LOVE</b></span> that <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;"><b>LOVE...</b></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">i really like this quote...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">do<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"> appreciate who <b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0b5394;">LOVES you</span>.</b></span><b>..</b> and <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">return their <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>LOVE infinitely...</b></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">just<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06; font-size: large;"> don't praise too high </span>for uncertain LOVE.... you<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: large;"> might hurt at the end </span></b>of the road...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue; font-size: large;">appreciate peoples around you...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-size: large;"><b>you'll never regret!!!!</b></span></div>ZirCon gurLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05432973583114167196noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5912761070587285608.post-70639466028300700442011-09-28T12:27:00.000+08:002011-09-28T12:27:58.688+08:00pension @ 60???<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;">i am totally disagree!!!!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;"><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple; font-size: large;"><div style="text-align: center;"><b>u r blocking fresh's opportunity!!!!!</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><br />
</b></div></span><div style="text-align: center;">for me, <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #990000; font-size: large;">job hunting</span> was really <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #990000; font-size: large;">really hard!</span></div><br />
<div style="text-align: center;">i've gone thru this...</div><div style="text-align: center;">i jz dont want to see any of our future precious gems to <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06; font-size: large;">feel d same</span> as I was..</div><div style="text-align: center;">it was suck for me!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">a graduate from engineering background shouldn't have feel the burden..</div><div style="text-align: center;">plus, I think my university is a great Uni!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">unless, they are <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0b5394; font-size: large;">willing to hire fresh</span> in order to <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d; font-size: large;">learn some pass down task</span> from the seniors!</div><div style="text-align: center;">but, i dont think so! they are not willing to <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-size: large;">pay more</span>...aren't they?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">and <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ea9999; font-size: large;"><b>how do fresh can gain d experience</b></span> if they don't get the job?? tell me....</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">government should take some actions if this scheme to be implemented...</div>ZirCon gurLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05432973583114167196noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5912761070587285608.post-53288916413976709142011-09-21T23:13:00.000+08:002011-09-21T23:13:58.585+08:00selamat hari raya 6!!!!<div style="text-align: center;">ok aku tau, aku dh lmbat utk wish selamat hari raya 6 kan... </div><div style="text-align: center;">tp aku nk wish gak,</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47; font-size: large;">SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!!!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47; font-size: large;"> MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN!!!!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">syuku... dpt gak beraya 6...<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666; font-size: large;"> to <a href="http://luvhateinmylife.blogspot.com/">cik rumet</a>,</span> daku <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0b5394;">menunggu mu utk beraya</span> bersama next wik..</div><div style="text-align: center;">jia you!!!!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">ok, raya taun ni kaler cekelat ye... <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #783f04; font-size: large;">ye cekelat.</span>..itulah tema umah aku taun ni...</div><div style="text-align: center;">aku dh xminat sgt, tp since ayah dh dpt kain kaler tu, so sume pon ikot la ayahanda..hehehe</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple; font-size: large;">check it out!!!</span></b></div><br />
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<div style="text-align: center;">4 beradik pmpuannnn with eldest niece</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgKIbVMXuof7zG6jHkns9uO-WBBe6Ekp3cM77636JMz6rboH4vRvnTTvLfUoPPa5O5Jf2nCKX2oQJwry6r7s_kZKWVjQR3IceZCQhzqYyknFzbeJBbZfJMo8CdkGq9Vf8r4Tfyw4i7L6ySX/s1600/5_girls.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="217" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgKIbVMXuof7zG6jHkns9uO-WBBe6Ekp3cM77636JMz6rboH4vRvnTTvLfUoPPa5O5Jf2nCKX2oQJwry6r7s_kZKWVjQR3IceZCQhzqYyknFzbeJBbZfJMo8CdkGq9Vf8r4Tfyw4i7L6ySX/s320/5_girls.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> lelaki2...</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgeHlIH0ldlxzgvhcwmSwO9N5U2H3uqAbFRm1fQiUDcJwne94yuzOJhXNwV_OLlGXdEi3voU46gStkIG5CSLgM7PCL6-_A_1fWJk_QHZzy860UqrxSUvJ4k1uDT57GK7w59J8OaYNPjqiyz/s1600/DSC06487.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgeHlIH0ldlxzgvhcwmSwO9N5U2H3uqAbFRm1fQiUDcJwne94yuzOJhXNwV_OLlGXdEi3voU46gStkIG5CSLgM7PCL6-_A_1fWJk_QHZzy860UqrxSUvJ4k1uDT57GK7w59J8OaYNPjqiyz/s320/DSC06487.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"> gegirls with mom!!!</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiWw_TT7ahASQjUsPhgL4GJuIiAhx4tuFxGvSl1sKABI5L_CASxWkvplEdBmL3QDlg6NVHoaXuXzwnkaB8dKG2b6kmbsRjGPDAtW8QoZwm1GRPcrTo63AgGUYF_u1J9JTT-KraZ3gpcNJo8/s1600/DSC06502.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiWw_TT7ahASQjUsPhgL4GJuIiAhx4tuFxGvSl1sKABI5L_CASxWkvplEdBmL3QDlg6NVHoaXuXzwnkaB8dKG2b6kmbsRjGPDAtW8QoZwm1GRPcrTo63AgGUYF_u1J9JTT-KraZ3gpcNJo8/s320/DSC06502.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"> family abg balik ptg raya</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiE0a8zt6OAiYmMyw1z6Ne2mKr3pLIJJMhDisjKHfUyMnrNKqJj0UOCHuWHKdrK6sV0oM7bMmWeH-SMVtayBymMEJjzeyCB8UFoyg4GejAf95fIkLFY1uge-yVs6FAOGfrwmswBEA3k6Hsj/s1600/DSC06507.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiE0a8zt6OAiYmMyw1z6Ne2mKr3pLIJJMhDisjKHfUyMnrNKqJj0UOCHuWHKdrK6sV0oM7bMmWeH-SMVtayBymMEJjzeyCB8UFoyg4GejAf95fIkLFY1uge-yVs6FAOGfrwmswBEA3k6Hsj/s320/DSC06507.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"> 3rd day of raya..balik kmpung mak @ Tokai, Kedah...</div><div style="text-align: center;">ni kat umah adik mak..mak de sorg je adik...</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgx8LuUWd5lt762dYQzeMmj7GCxDXySqMHwz61ZKccX2-qaywEGrR8OvtCw0iaULaJnJI6OR_TpyhBJIowbONadPUftcgSv9BCiiUI2aLRtzHgGx4WxXrz6bnBjA_HGQR3libX5tPnvqr20/s1600/Tokai+2.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgx8LuUWd5lt762dYQzeMmj7GCxDXySqMHwz61ZKccX2-qaywEGrR8OvtCw0iaULaJnJI6OR_TpyhBJIowbONadPUftcgSv9BCiiUI2aLRtzHgGx4WxXrz6bnBjA_HGQR3libX5tPnvqr20/s320/Tokai+2.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">ok, done! =)</div>ZirCon gurLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05432973583114167196noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5912761070587285608.post-66393805851843294372011-09-20T10:57:00.000+08:002011-09-20T10:57:02.844+08:00what's next???<div style="text-align: left;">actually aku nk update psl raya... tp ntah la...</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">i have <b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">quitted from Q</span></b>... feels like tonne of weight for this kind of decision...</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">its not about anything, its <b><strike><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;">only about the management!!!!</span></strike></b></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">i really love working there... <b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;">love my works</span></b>.. <b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">love the people</span></b>.. love the supervision i got from my superior... </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #674ea7; font-size: large;">Q almost perfect for me!!!!</span></b></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">the driving force for me to take a move is about my dept that always seeking for better opportunity..</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">i'm <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #660000;"><b>afraid</b></span> if I'll be the one that left in...</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">i'm <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47; font-size: large;"><b>worry</b></span> about the <b>insecurity</b> of staying in Q...</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">a lot of thing... n now I am in a new comp... which doing works totally different from Q..</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">and for 2nd week here, what i can say & see is <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #bf9000;"><b>I dont enjoy </b></span>doing this kind of work...</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">OMG,<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0b5394; font-size: large;"><b> I really miss Q....</b></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">some1..pls motivate me....huhuhu </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">i still cant see the next sky is more blue....</div>ZirCon gurLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05432973583114167196noreply@blogger.com4