Miss u badly, ayah #1

1991...
sejak kecik ayah mmg larang makan jajan yg dijual oleh pakcik ikan..
or kopok2 yg tersergam di depan kedai2 runcit..
tp, mn mungkin kanak2 seusia 4 tahun itu mampu menahan nafsu makan benda2 mcm tu..
ditambah pula, anak bongsu ini siangnya, tinggal bersama neneknya (yang dipanggil mama)..

setiap hari pakcik jual ikan dtg jual ikan kat umah sebelah..
setiap hari jugak mama akan pegi umah sebelah beli ikan..
tp bukan setiap hari aku ikot mama, sebab kadang2 aku ikot mak pegi pra-sekolah..

in a one fine day, aku mengalami sakit perut yg teramat sgt.. it was indescribable..
sakit perut, di selang seli muntah.. xmakan pon muntah..
then, my lovely parent took me to the hospital..
MA in-charged said it was nothing..he gave an injection, and I was permitted to go back.. without any hospitalization..
mlm tu reda sket..but early in d morning..skt tu dtg lg...
and AGAIN, my lovely parent took me to the hospital..
and AGAIN, the PIC told us to go back..
and for the whole day, I kept on crying for the indescribable stomachache..

bila mak n ayah balik dr sekolah, xkeruan tgk aku meraung2 sakit, non-stop pegi toilet muntah2..
ptg tu jugak ayah n mak bwk aku pegi hospital.. (back then, it was the only nearest hospital there)
sampai hospital, ayah terus ckp "saya nekad, apa pon jadi, anak saya mesti warded! panggil Dr in charge!"
a Chinese-lady doctor came and have a check up on me..
almost yelled, she spoke to my dad, "kenapa pakcik lambat bwk anak pakcik, she has appendicitis! and her appendix dah pecah!"

ayah replied: " i brought her here for 3 times!"
Doctor: "ok, she has to be operated immediately..we'll take her to hospital Sg. Petani"

and.... I could see his face was in a deep worry.. he experienced appendicitis before..
alhamdulillah...the operation went very well..


and.... he never easily give up.. he'll do his very best in whatever he's doing..
that is him...

.::I MISS U, AYAH <3 ::.