cerita after exam

after EXAM...

aku dh awal2 berangan nk rest abes2 pas exam...

konon balik kje nk tdo awl....

or lepak2 ngn geng makan cis nan..

xpon karok..

tp suma tu dh cm angan2 mat jenin...

rite now i'm still in d office... 

plant shut down mggu ni.. so sgt byk kerja perlu dilakukan...

adui... fenat2....

harap2 pasni aku dpt la rest....

finally

finally....

MERDEKA!!!

yeay! exam dh abes... 

wpon masih ada next semster.. tp aku superb happy rite now!!!

sem ni sgt menCABAR bg aku...

at first susah gak aku nk adjust2 time...

balik keja penat... pas isyak knpem tertdo...

tp time2 kena balik keja lewat... time tu la assignment nk kna wat, lab report lg.. plus test...

tp tu bg aku agak ok...

yg x ok masa aku nk final exam aritu...

tensen btol aku ngn org2 kt opis...

plg tensen bila INTERIM superior act OVER than my own BOSS!!!!  wut daaaaaaa!!!!!

aku lemah tol bila tensen2... sbb hati aku dh jadi x tenang..

kdg2 balik x penat pon trus nk tdo... sbb malas nk pk psl "ORG" yg menensenkan tuuuu...

dr mula aku dh aware.. this is part of challenges in work...

tp aku xsuka bila org nk marah2 melulu.. pastu nk bg 1 KAMPUNG dengar...... n aku lg xsuka org wt aku tensen di kala aku nk exam..

dh la sem ni subjek sume pon aku kureng paham...

tmbh ngn susah nk study... lg la wt aku down....

aku cuma mampu berdoa december cepat berlalu.. bia cpt superior baru dtg january ni...

n i hope my manager will be muuuuuuuuuch better than the interim one...

aku siyes dh penat.... n nk cepat gak abes blaja....

doakan sy berjaya dengan cemerlang!!!!

n thanks a lot to my best friends yg byk listen whenever i need  to throw out all the angry n make me happy

n thanks a lot to my family that never tired giving me their supports...

THANKS A LOT!!!!

~i really2 lov ya alllllllll~

words

life isn't that hard

peoples that make it hard

by their thought, action and the most sensitive is WORDS!!!

WORDS have POWER!!!

so use your WORDS wisely

or u'll make things worse

or u won't feel right when it hurts others

life is too short to live in regrets

every 60 seconds you spend in angry or upset is a minute of HAPPINESS that you wont get back...

which one is worse?

stress about works?

or 

stress with peoples u work with?

what say u?????


caution: both are HAZARDS!!!

Aidilfitri 2010

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

sedikit update tentang raya...

Aidilfitri 2010 tidak seperti Aidilfitri yang sebelum2 ini...
ada sedikit kedukaan bermula dari Ramadhan 1431..

dad has been diagnosed for colon cancer.. and it was a breaking news to all of us..
he needs to undergo the operation a.s.a.p..
n Alhamdulillah, syukur banyak2 kepada Allah, everything went on smoothly..

the operation was done on the 2nd week of Ramadhan..
starting from that, our second home was PPUM..
but i dont mind at all...
at least ada pengalaman sahur n berbuka di hospital about 1 week...
n now, ayah is muchhhhh better...
syukur sgt2 kepada Allah s.w.t.

"innallahama'asaabirin..."
-sesungguhnya Allah bersama dengan orang-orang yang bersabar-

janji Allah itu memang agung...
walaupun ayah sakit, tapi semua yang berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya...
dan hikmah di sebalik ni semua, bg aku sangat2 lah berharga...

sebelum ni aku ada rasa yang our siblings are getting apart since everyone of them is having their own life & family...
but after ni semua, I do feel like we r getting close and even closer than before...
n we somehow got to know what are the reasons behind the problems..

terima kasih Ya Allah atas rahmatMu yang x terkira ini...
semoga hati-hati ini terus bersatu di dalam rahmatMU...

adik ayah, paktih also has been hospitalized on malam raya...
semoga paktih juga cepat sembuh so that we could gather like before...
i really2 miss our family gathering...

"Ya Allah, sembuhkanlah ayah & paktih secepat mungkin...
panjangkanlah umur mereka supaya mereka dapat menambahkan lagi ibadat mereka kepadaMu...
hanya Kau sebaik-baik sandaran buat kami"

update

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

setelah sekian lama...

persekolahan bermula

+

             

kerja

 =

saya sangat sibuk...

byk benda mau cerita....

to make it simple,

i'm happy with my life now.... 

there are ups and downs,

but, I want to live my life to the fullest...

jadi, kena hadapi dengan tabah segala dugaan & ujian

=)

23rd? wink2~

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

i am 23 now!!!!

thanks to those warm wishes!!!

really appreciate that...

tenkiuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~

=)

biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiig grin!!!!

to whom it may concern: *thanx for d lovely gift as well* 
i'm loving it~ =)

awkward feeling

Salam

rite now I have an awkward feeling deep inside my heart..

I'm happy, but at d same time I feel like d loneliness will linger around me soon

I know I have to let this thing go, its for her happiness...

I am happy for her, but sometime I do feel that she will leave me like the others..

waaaa~ 

I shouldn't have this feeling.. but I can't even hide it...

for the past 4-5 months, I did feel this way..

less pillow talk...

less shopping.. 

less wayang...

everything that I ever spent with her become less..

even lesser after this I think...

but whatever it is, I am super happy for you

hope this happiness will be with u for the rest of your life

can't wait for your BIG DAY, dear!!!

=)

bestnya ada anak kan

Salam...

best kan ada baby ni...

siapa2 yang dah ada anak tu mesti agree kan?

lain la yg dlm news hari2 orang buang anak tu..nauzubillah..

actually, this week aku diamanahkan untuk jaga baby my sis.. Airil Ziqry tu..
n also abg2 si airil ni..
since my sis is on a trip dengan husband dia  for 6 days..

now I realized that bukan senang nak jaga anak..
terutamanya baby la..

bila melawak, asyik gelak ja

dia ni kira budak baik gak la..jarang sgt bgn malam

dengan terjaga tgh malam... tgh sakit2 dia.. nak salin pampers..
mencabar gak tu... bila tgh malam mmg lg mencabar la..huhu

*cmna la mak ayah jaga aku kecik2 dlu..huhu*

pastu wat muka kesian suh org angkat dia

tp sesusah mana pon jaga baby ni, once kita dpt tgk dia senyum, dia gelak, knpem ilang rasa susah tu
hilang semua stress bila balik dr keja...
rs x sabar nk tgk baby tu pon ada.. *wink2* ;-)

bila dh penat, dia pon tdo..tp nk gak pegang jari org..

:: i wish i'll have my own soon.. :-p ::

done with 1st sem!

salam...

alhamdulillah tamat sudah exam utk 1st semester..

doakan saya berjaya dgn cemerlang!!!! =D

tapi siyes papers utk master ni were totally different..

total paper: 4

dua paper yg pertama agak mengerikan sbb banyak kna hafal n paper yg berturut..

n one of d paper, cukup2 je markahnya...i mean 60 mark was allocated since carry mark is 40..

sungguh menyenangkan diri lecturer ku itu...

3rd paper lg horror... 10 soklan..jawab suma within 3 hours..

tahniah tangan dan jemariku berjaya menggoreng secukup garam & belacan..huh~

org ckp save d best for d last..

hah yg last ni mmg plg BEST!!!

wat aku DOWN nk mampos!!!!!!

xyah study pon xpa paper last ni..sume application je..

so to those yg kje, sile la amek paper ni...utk org xde pengalaman, mmg goreng smpai hangus kot..huh~

but at least suma dah lepas... jz pray to excel with flying colors~

ha, 1 more thing about exam di UM....

masuk je exam and it was FREE SEATING!!!

xyah susah2 cari number meja....i loiiiiike!!!

n beg pon le bwk masuk...jz letak depan2 je...

trully different kan ngn kt UTP..hihihi

k done cte psl exam n study..

pasni masa utk berpoya2...

ayuh berguling-guling macam tenggiling!!!!!

weekend is back in my life!!!!

i'll be having it for 2 monthS!!!

p/s: dh bley p psr tani...dh bley tgk melodi

n d most important is bley TDOQ sepuas ati di ujung mggu!!!!

flowers n ribbons

salam...

Attention to all that wish to get married

or...

getting married in a short term...

or

to those who are looking for gifts to be given in any occasion....

do visit....

http://flowersandribbons.blogspot.com/

it is a good platform for you to get any idea of giving out door gift on ur BIG DAY!!!

they are awesome gifts available n prices are truthfully reasonable!!!!

i loiiiiiike it~

Exam menjelang

salam...

esok bermulalah perjalanan peperiksaan buat kali pertama di alam Masters ni...

aku akui yang pembelajaran kini amat berbeza dari undergrad dulu..

tp aku harus tabah...kuatkan semangat!!!!

4 papers harus ku tempuh...

semoga Allah permudahkan semuanya untukku...

"roobi yassir wala tu'assir... robbi tammim bil khoir.."

keja + study

i just discovered that...

working + studying = TIRED

especially during exam

balik keja konon nk study...

ni la outcome nya bila dah turn on computer...

buku terCover oleh pencil case + facebooking + baca blog!

yeay, saya belom setadi...

jap2, check jadual exam dlu...ayuh~

Saturday/ 24.04.2010

Sustainable Process Engineering: 2 pm – 5 pm

Sunday/ 25.04.2010

Environmental Management Systems:

10 am – 1 pm

Sunday/ 02.05.2010

Hazardous Waste Control: 2 pm – 5 pm

Sunday/ 09.05.2010

Hazard Identification and Evaluation: 2 pm – 5 pm

wah~ saya sangat suka dengan jadual 1st week!!!

dengan keja yang sangat banyak, saya pasti sempat cover semuanya dalam seminggu!

saya pasti dapat menghafal nota2 setebal 2 inchi utk setiap subjek ini!

tahniah z!

p/s: tula, ms xde kje dlu hang xmo study tol2...

tp klu study pon bukan bley ingt suma..

mmg dh lumrah kna study last minit br le ingt..huhu

bercerita tentang kawen

today i went out for lunch

with another RA.. n another 2 staffs..1st tym la kua ngn derang ni..

time makan ni la nk bercerita kan since aku pon xsempat nk borak2 sejak duk cni

n ms tu aku dpt tau yg salah sorg staff yg lunch sama tu kawen dr umo 23

means that umo aku tahun ni! so i was like...

"OMG!! bestnye kawen awal" n dia pon tersenyum sipu malu + sukeee~

suddenly dia tanya aku balik.." bila nk kawen zeti?"

n aku dengan slumbernya jawab... "2 tahun lagi insyaAllah.."

n 10 saat kemudian br aku sedar dgn apa yg aku jawab..

'gilakah aku..calon pon xde..yakin je nk kawen kan..'

*sigh*

p/s: mak ayah ja la tlg carikan utk adik ea..

gatal la lu z! =p

abeska blaja dlu..hihi

Gardening @ Seoul~

i just want to thannnnnnnksssssss these fellows...

for a wonderful dinner

for a lot of photo shoots

for pushing my stress away

and

for being such great FRIENDS!!!!

p/s: nnt kita wat cmni lagi kayh kawan2~

notakaki:

makan byk daging..balik tdo dlm kepanasan..huhuhu

i just had enuf II

You are fine

You are kind

You are caring

You are understanding

You are just good enough to love me

But I'm not that good enough to be loved

I'll never hope for something that I can never reach and get it

Coz sometime, I know I'll get hurt

But most of the time, I never want you to be hurt

Everything is hidden

The uncertainties make me worry

Just pray for the best

=)

i just had enuf

You...

I just had enough with u..

can I just back off now...

but how could I do that..

I don't even have the strength...

I know we've been through a lot for quite some times..

but its not the measurement for the next happiness

I don't like to be a judger...

but everything still come across as I get to know you more...

the way you act.. the way you talk...

and the extreme hot new from others...

could you change that???

in any way.. I wish you could.....

I am really had enough with you...

seriously...........

skali dah anak tiri, kat mana2 pon anak tiri gak ke?

anak tiri...

slalu ank tiri ni cm dibuang sket kan?

kira, diketepikan la dr anak2 yang lain...

tp aku bukan nk cte psl anak skang neh..

tp psl CHEMICAL ENGINEERING DEPT..

yerp..psl dept..

dr kt UTP...aku slalu rs yg dak2 chemy ni cm anak tiri..

mana taknye, block CHE xbley nk ujung dunia lagi kan...

pastu klu park keta ntah mn2 kt ctu, knpem surat cinta dr pakgad datang x diundang!

klu jalan, knpem la wangi n sehat je sesampai nye di block tu...

pastu jalan nk ke ctu plak.. adei la... mmg indah pemandangan mata..

tp tidak untuk kaki...huhuhu

klu ingt2 balik zaman kna saman, nk tergelak gk...

yela,pas dpt je saman tu, trus wt appeal letter..

cz xmo bayar saman yang xle nk MURAH lg tu....hihihi

part ni, mmg my rumet memahami sgt la...kui3~

ok, berbalik kpd cte anak tiri...

aku ingt kisah ank tiri dak chemy kt UTP je..

skali, kt UM pon sama daaaaa...

semalam..aku 1st tym nk jmpa lecturer kt opis die..

die dh siap gtau block + no. bilik...

skali, aku xjmpe2 block tu...

dengan muka yg konon2 cute, aku pon tnya la dak2 ctu..

rupa2nya, sama ja cm kt UTP...

dh la ujung, atas bukit lak tu!

huh~

n seperkara lg yg sama, kete dh xle bwk naik atas...

hah, joging sakan la aku semalam..

seb baik cuaca ok je...

n yg better sket... UM byk pokok besar..

so teduh la...

chemy ooo chemy...

nape la naseb mu sebegini...

huhuhu

pesan org tua2 mesti kena patuh kan?

Dari kte kecik, we were asked to obey the elders kan?

klu x dengar gak, mesti jadi pape...

hah, masa tu keluarlah pepatah "menyesal kemudian, tiada gunanya"

Wednesday: 24 March 2009 - 5.00 pm

tadi ada lebah masuk umah my sis..

so pe lagi, kecut perut la anak buah aku Ameerul ni..

walaupon saiz fizikalnya agak 'kiut' gtu, tp penakutnya mengalahkan aleesya

menggelabah la dia nk halau si lebah ni..

dia pon amek la penyapu konon nak halau lebah yg bertenggek kat tingkap tu

aku dh larang jangan wat...since aku kat dapo, aku pon xsmpt nk halang dengan lebih lanjut..

berkali2 aku larang...

tbe2...

PRANGGGGGG!!!!!!!

hah, pecah la tingkap tu...

tu la..aku dh pesan, tp xmo dengar...

yg aku nk highlight kt cni is...

AKU DAH TUA KE?????..

yela, pesan org tua2 budak xmo dengar,

kan dh jadi something bad...

am I in that "OLD" smpai kata2 aku cm dah bley curse...?

waaaaaaa~

pemikiran kita

Salam...

manusia...

yes... kita la manusia..

sebaik2 kejadian itu adalah manusia kan...

"Sesungguhnya kami telah jadikan manusia dengan sebaik baik kejadian" (At-Tin: 4 )

Manusia merupakan makhluk yang paling istimewa yang diciptakan oleh Allah S.WT kerana dianugerahkan akal yang membezakan dengan makluk yang lain

tp aku pelik... kenapa manusia sesama manusia itu sendiri selalu berprasangka...

kenapa senang sgt manusia memikirkan yang -ve psl manusia lain?

kenapa yg +ve tu susah sgt nak singgah di pikiran manusia?

walaupon itu saudara terdekat mereka... kawan rapat... atau mungkin keluarga sendiri...

itukah fungsinya akal?

bukankah akal itu berfungsi untuk membezakan yang baik dan buruk?

yang hak & yang batil?

ya...aku juga manusia... juga x terlepas dr prasangka2..

sebab kita manusia xkan pernah terlepas dr godaan syaitan

Allah berfirman, ertinya : "Iblis menjawab : Beri tangguhlah aku sampai waktu mereka dibangkitkan. Allah berfirman : Sesungguhnya kamu termasuk mereka yang diberi tangguh. Iblis menjawab : Kerana Engkau menghukum aku tersesat, aku benar-benar akan ( menghalang-halang ) mereka dari jalan Engkau yang lurus kemudian aku akan mendatangi mereka dari muka dan dari belakan mereka, dari kanan dan dari kiri mereka dan Engkau tidak akan mendapati kebanyakkan mereka bersyukur ( taat )." ( Al-A'raf : 14-17 )

tp Allah masih memberi kita akal untuk menangkis semua godaan itu...

mmg bukan senang untuk berfikiran yang baik2 terhadap org lain, tetapi sekurang-kurangnya kita harus mencuba...

kalau kita biasakan diri dengan +ve thinking, insyaAllah apa yang kita lihat semuanya menjadi +ve...

-ve thinking, -ve thought...

hanya akan membawa keburukan yang lebih banyak dr kebaikan...

dgn attitude ni, hati pon xakan tenang...

oleh itu, byk2 la berfikiran +ve..

kadang2 apa yg kita dengar & nampak itu mungkin hanya permukaan, bukan lagi isi2...

sebelum bertindak & berfikir lebih jauh, kita sepatutnya kaji terlebih dahulu..

jgn membuat kesimpulan membabi buta...

*pesanan utk semua dan juga diri sendiri*

another new beginning

Salam..

tahun baru dimulakan dengan kelas baru..

ya, aku masih digelar student..

dikala kwn2 seantero yang mendapat duit di hujung bulan, aku hanya mampu mengira duit yg tinggal setiap mggu..huhu

xpala, ini pilihan aku...

utk pengetahuan sapa2 yg blom tau.. aku skang tgh smbung master di UM

under course engineering (SHE)

klas aku only on weekend..

so during wiken, aku la yg bz sdgkan org len bersuka ria..huhu

so weekdays aku wat apa??

ha, makan+tdo je la aku.. *wink2*

jgn terkejut if pasni ada yg xknal aku lg..hihihi

but i'm thinking of finding a job..

doesn't matter la its a permanent or a part time..

tp cm nk wat part time..so xde la ganggu sgt if aku de esaimen or nk exam kan..

so sape2 ade kje 0, le la roger2 aku...hihi

tp, wat ms terdekat ni aku jz nk biasakan diri dgn alam study balik..

otak dah beku.. lama sgt rest dr wat2 kja student neh..

*defrost brain mode*

its a new year!!!

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

fuh..fuh... aii.. cm dusty plak blog ni..

its been 3 months since my last writing..

shall i continue now? =)

Salam...

1st of all, i would like to wish all of u a Prosperous New Year 2010!!!

may all the upcoming days are much better than ever

anything for new year???

its a newborn baby in my family!!!

I got my 7th nephew on last 25th Dec.. Baby Claus isn't it? hihihi~

this is our lovely new year present from Allah.. thanx God for this..

jum knal ngan baby cute neh.. =p

Muhd Airiel Ziqry

so apa azam baru ea?

biarlah tersimpan dlm kalbu...

tp one of that is...

study better than before!!!

wish me luck..

=)