awkward feeling

Salam

rite now I have an awkward feeling deep inside my heart..

I'm happy, but at d same time I feel like d loneliness will linger around me soon

I know I have to let this thing go, its for her happiness...

I am happy for her, but sometime I do feel that she will leave me like the others..

waaaa~ 

I shouldn't have this feeling.. but I can't even hide it...

for the past 4-5 months, I did feel this way..

less pillow talk...

less shopping.. 

less wayang...

everything that I ever spent with her become less..

even lesser after this I think...

but whatever it is, I am super happy for you

hope this happiness will be with u for the rest of your life

can't wait for your BIG DAY, dear!!!

=)