should i move on???

salam...

its been 2 days that I am working..

yes.. just 2 days...

but i can't feel like I'll love this job..

i don't know why, but my interest is not here at all..

1) I'm kind of not prepared at all to work.. I was planning to work only after Raya... so my mind is a bit 'weng' being here

2) D job scope.. Here, my task is something like designing valve (main) and other operations equipment.. This is the most that I hate!!! Even for FYDP pon I was 'referring' to others work.. Seriously, I am not interested at all... Yes I can learn, and I should learn, but, my mind is totally unprepared for all of this....

3) I am planning to go home.. Its quite long being out of my home sweet home.. I really need time with my parent.. I really miss them.. A lot...

4) Payment.. its just nice.. but, I need to rent.. fuel.. parking.. meals.. gen2..

OMG... help me please.. I am so helpless..

Ya Allah...help me to do the best decision...

it's a long journey to go anyway...

salam...

sekian lama blog dibiarkan.. tbe2 rs sedey nak menulis ni..

i got a placement.. i should be happy rite..
where?
go here..

yes, I am happy..

but, deep inside, a little doubt keep echoing me

1st: am i ready to work???

2nd: i am truly happy being in GEMS
lots of members here
just about to get close

waaaa~ sedeynye nak tinggalkan cni...
even i've been here only for 3 weeks, but it is still a lot of time for me

i am really happy being in here

so, i should go aite?

will miss everyone ere

especially my love-hate buddy
guess who?
feera...

also to cherry..
jz know her for a while
but, it means a lot!!

n aini...
i also get to know her better here

to sue n diyla..
my ENglish classmate
i'll miss u a lot!!!
won't forget every single time we spent together

*sedey mode*

GEMS

salam..

hye korang!!!
guess where am i?
klu sapa2 tgk FB aku, mesti dah tau aku kt na

tp sapa2 xtau, aku kat Genting View Resort neh!!
attending GEMS.. dah almost 1 week pon kt cni..ngee~

actly aku plan dtg cni dgn dayah n fiera
tp at last, aku ngn fiera ja dtg..
dayah x dtg sbb nya, sile ke cni..

then b4 dtg tu, tau si aini n cherry pon dpt
tp bila kt cni tau plak kak hanis n arip boss pon ada
so agak berkampung la dak2 utp neh bila mkn..hehe
n 2day, suhaira lak masuk.. so bertmbh la jadi 8 org..

n yg plg bestnya, kt cni gak la jmpa balik dak2 matrik dlu
yg best ada dak prac aku.. mediyla
so interesting..

kt cni ktorg di dividekan dalam 8 group
lebey kurang 25-30 orang per group
cherry dpt grup ngn arip, feera lak dpt ngn kak hanis
aku xde sape2 aku knal, so terpaksala meramahkan diri..hehe~

tiap2 group tu kre company la
so 1 company ni, akan diberi task utk 1 event
de dpt wat sports day (grup fiera), wat community servive (grup cherry) n grup aini lak kna wat opening ceremony which will be held this afternoon
for my group, kna wat carnival
bajet sume derang kasi n xkisah bape pon

so, nnt klu korg de dgr pape aktiviti from GEMS, korg gi je join
boleh memeriahkan sket kan..hehe~

so tu je hapdet stakat ni
more updates akan menyusul nnt2 ye..

time to rest.. kroooh~

keja apa kak?

salam...

lama tol aku x update blog..
ye la, aku kan bz.
bz wat pe ek?
keja?
eh, aku mana ada keja tetap lagi

tp stakat ni, aku ada keja gak
kejanya ialah jaga anak2 buah aku
hee~

boleh dikatakan aku dah jaga semuanya stakat ni
tp plg byk jaga d only one niece la

n recently, my sis dpt baby baru
adik kepada yg gurl ni
nk tgk pic, masuk cni
aku guna laptop akak aku ni, so mls nk cr pic..
amek dr blog rumet je la k.. =p

n skang derang kt umah aku since akak aku nk balik pantang kat umah ni
senang katanya duk ngn mak
tau apa le mkn, n apa xle mkn

so now aku dah ada anak buah 7 orang yg 6 nya suma laki.. ngee~
mmg lasak2, dah nama laki kan
mmg mencabar la jg dak2 ni

tp aku sgt enjoy
mmg banyak karenah derang ni, tp akan ada certain part yg kita akan tersenyum sendiri bila ingt2 balik
n i hope i could gain a lot of experiences about kids
so sng di masa hadapan
ceewah~ =p