appreciate!

never LOVE a LOVE that HURT...

never HURT a LOVE that LOVE...

i really like this quote...

do appreciate who LOVES you... and return their LOVE infinitely...

just don't praise too high for uncertain LOVE.... you might hurt at the end of the road...

appreciate peoples around you...

you'll never regret!!!!

saya rindu teman saya!

KAWAN vs. CINTA...

ok, mana lagi penting??? oops! soalan ni xbley di tanya.. sgt sensentip ok!!!

tp bg aku, dua2 pon SANGAT PENTING!!!!

CINTA itu masa depan... (utk org2 lom kawen la)

KAWAN? masa dulu, sekarang & akan datang kan?

kita kena pndai balancekan kedua-dua ni..

klu x, CINTA kecik hati... ni plg kita takut kan... nnt xda  CINTA, x bertaman lak hati...

KAWAN plak? mmg akan kecik hati... tp KAWAN akan cuba memahami...

cuma, jgn la hanya cari KAWAN bila CINTA tengah berkecil hati...

KAWAN & CINTA patut saling memahami...

ada masa kita perlu dahulukan CINTA.... ada masa kita perlu menghargai KAWAN....

CINTA xkan datang tanpa KAWAN....

CINTA patut mengenali KAWAN... KAWAN akan setia menanti untuk mengenali CINTA...

never hurt a LOVE that LOVES...

and...

never abandon your precious FRIENDS!

i just had enuf II

You are fine

You are kind

You are caring

You are understanding

You are just good enough to love me

But I'm not that good enough to be loved

I'll never hope for something that I can never reach and get it

Coz sometime, I know I'll get hurt

But most of the time, I never want you to be hurt

Everything is hidden

The uncertainties make me worry

Just pray for the best

=)

i just had enuf

You...

I just had enough with u..

can I just back off now...

but how could I do that..

I don't even have the strength...

I know we've been through a lot for quite some times..

but its not the measurement for the next happiness

I don't like to be a judger...

but everything still come across as I get to know you more...

the way you act.. the way you talk...

and the extreme hot new from others...

could you change that???

in any way.. I wish you could.....

I am really had enough with you...

seriously...........

Graduation!!!

finally...

with my lovely parent..

with family kakak..

with family abang

with kaknyang..

thanx to my lovely family..

w/out all of u, i am nothing..

kakcik, eventhough u were not there,

but, u are part of us..

I LOVE U ALL SO MUCH!!!!

also to my frens..

u'vee been help me so much!!

thanx korang!!!

p/s: sowi pic sape yg xde.. xde dlm my kamera..huhu

as we go on

we remember

all the times we

had together

as our life changes

comes whatever

we will still be

FREN FOREVER!!!!

keja apa kak?

salam...

lama tol aku x update blog..
ye la, aku kan bz.
bz wat pe ek?
keja?
eh, aku mana ada keja tetap lagi

tp stakat ni, aku ada keja gak
kejanya ialah jaga anak2 buah aku
hee~

boleh dikatakan aku dah jaga semuanya stakat ni
tp plg byk jaga d only one niece la

n recently, my sis dpt baby baru
adik kepada yg gurl ni
nk tgk pic, masuk cni
aku guna laptop akak aku ni, so mls nk cr pic..
amek dr blog rumet je la k.. =p

n skang derang kt umah aku since akak aku nk balik pantang kat umah ni
senang katanya duk ngn mak
tau apa le mkn, n apa xle mkn

so now aku dah ada anak buah 7 orang yg 6 nya suma laki.. ngee~
mmg lasak2, dah nama laki kan
mmg mencabar la jg dak2 ni

tp aku sgt enjoy
mmg banyak karenah derang ni, tp akan ada certain part yg kita akan tersenyum sendiri bila ingt2 balik
n i hope i could gain a lot of experiences about kids
so sng di masa hadapan
ceewah~ =p

korang mmg rawk!!!

di akhir2 ni...
sumanya rasa nk wat sama2 kan..
masa begitu cemburu!!
tp thanx to technologies..
we still could 'save' our memories together!!!

dinner bersama wat kali terakhir

memanjat jejantas wat kali pertama dan terakhir
hanya utk bergambar!!!

byg2 ke org?

d next morning:
heading to Cameron
just to fulfill syuki nye wish!
tkt kempunan
=p
tp mmg dh plan awl2 dlu nk gi
cuma ni je ms yg ada
n xsume osmet de..tu sdey sket la..huhu

dah siap!!!
lets go girls!!!

bekfes dlu pape pon

perhentian pertama..
stop amek pic je..hehe

semua nak menyempit tu..

siyes aku cuak gile lalu cni!!!
fuh!~

2nd cekpoint

we were there!

self plucking k!!

trus mkn~

uncle ni dtg sama2..balik pon same2..hehe

ade jualan bundle..murah2

jln sgt jam masa ni..huhu

kira2 duit minyak..

stop cni pon sbb bergambar je..hee~

mcm bunga plastik je..cantik!!!

menyibuk sungguh di belakang tu..

sgt suka bunga ni!!!

choc strawberry!!!

my fevret ever!!!

ya, ini brg2 kami =p

saranghe!!

sgt penat...fuh!
tp sgt puas ati!!!!

thanx korang
u all mmg rawk n kewl!!!!
gonna mish u gurls~~~

ada rhsia dgn baju merah itu...
ape ye?
cik osmet nk jawabkan?
hee~

baju tu spatutnya utk.........




dak2 below 15 kot.. =p

pesanan

salam... =)

terjumpa ini d cni

jum renung2

sesuai utk tatapan bakal2 graduate dan juga yg telah graduate mahupun single, available or married

ngee~ =D

Dengan Nama Allah Yang Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang

Ada banyak alasan manusia yang membuat dasar dari hakikat pernikahan, hakikat yang seperti apakah yang paling membahagiakan?

cuba kita lihat…dan manakah pilihan kita???

- Jika hakikat pernikahan adalah kerana SEX,maka pasangan rajin bertengkar jika servis di kamar tidurnya tidak memuaskan

- Jika hakikat pernikahan adalah kerana HARTA, maka pasangan bakal bubar jika bankrup

- Jika hakikat pernikahan adalah kerana KECANTIKAN,
pasangan bakal lari jika rambut mula beruban dan muka keripot atau badan jadi gendut

- Jika hakikat pernikahan adalah kerana ZURIAT, maka pasangan akan cari alasan untuk pergi jika pasangan tidak dapat memberi anak

- Jika hakikat pernikahan adalah kerana KEPERIBADIAN,
pasangan akan lari jika orang berubah tingkah lakunya

- Jika hakikat pernikahan adalah kerana CINTA, hati manusia itu tidak tetap dan mudah terpikat pada hal-hal yang lebih baik, lagipula manusia yang dicintai pasti MATI / PERGI

- Jika hakikat pernikahan adalah kerana IBADAH kepada ALLAH, sesungguhnya ALLAH itu KEKAL dan MAHA PEMBERI HIDUP kepada makhlukNYA. Dan ALLAH mencintai hambaNYA
melebihi seorang ibu mencintai bayinya. Maka tak ada alasan apapun didunia yang dapat meretakkan rumah tangga kecuali jika pasangan mendurhakai ALLAH

"Beritahu pada muslimah itu dirinya ibarat kaca; disentuh terguris, dihantuk serpih, dihempap berkecai. Beritahu pada muslimah itu jaga tutur kata; cakap tinggi nanti dibenci, terlalu rendah dipijak pula, cakap sombong mengundang lawan, hati-hati meluah kata, kerana pulut santan binasa, kerana mulut badan binasa. Beritahu pada muslimah itu jaga tingkah laku; harga diri letaknya di situ, jangan meluru ikut telunjuk nafsu, sesekali tersilap langkah, akan dihukum selamanya, keturunan dicerca payah, menyesal kemudian bukan faedah. Beritahu pada muslimah itu jaga pakaian; ia cermin peribadi, juga lambang bangsa, di mana dan dalam keadaan macam manapun, biar orang kenal...Dia orang ISLAM. Beritahu pada muslimah itu simpan secebis malu; kerana malu itu, sebahagian daripada iman.."

to my lovely mom~

Selamat Hari Ibu buat Emak tercinta!!!

I LOVE u sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much!!!

u'll always in my heart


Buatmu Ibu

Ibu bergenang air mataku
Terbayang wajahmu yang redup sayu
Kudusnya kasih yang engkau hamparkan
Bagaikan laut yang tak bertepian

Biarpun kepahitan telah engkau rasakan
Tak pula kau merasa jemu
Mengasuh dan mendidik kami semua anakmu
Dari kecil hingga dewasa

Hidupmu kau korbankan
Biarpun dirimu yang telah terkorban
Tak dapat kubalasi akan semua ini
Semoga Tuhan memberkati kehidupanmu ibu

Ibu kau ampunilah dosaku
Andainya pernah menghiris hatimu
Restumu yang amatlah aku harapkan
Kerana disitu letak syurgaku

Tabahnya melayani kenakalan anakmu
Mengajarku erti kesabaran
Kau bagai pelita di kala aku kegelapan
Menyuluh jalan kehidupan

Kasihanilah Tuhan ibu yang telah melahirkan diriku
Bagaikan kasih ibu sewaktu kecilku
Moga bahgia ibu di dunia dan di akhirat

Kasih sayangmu sungguh bernilai
Itulah harta yang engkau berikan
Ibu... dengarlah rintih hatiku untukmu ibu

i am sorry...

dear...

i know u r lonely
i know u r feeling helpless
i know u hurt so much since last 2 weeks
i know it..

i know it very well even u r not visibly showing that to me
it hurts me seeing u like this
it hurts me more when u fell down yesterday during ur tournament
it broke my heart knowing u were bleeding.. even it is not serious..it still hurt me..

when u called me, its not that i dont want to talk to u
i know u need someone by ur side
i know u really need someone to accompany u
i know u wish someone will always be with u to push away ur sadness n ur stress

n i know that 'someone' is me...

but i'm sorry...
I AM SO SORRY...
i really have a lot of works
i stuck to do my reports
i have test
i have reports to be finished
1 major project
i really dont have much time for this 'last-minute' work again
*sigh*

that's why i cannot talk to you for long
that's why i cannot often come to you

but i wish i could..
i owe u so much
u r the closest person to me
u fulfilled almost everything that i wanted

i really want to accompany u..
but please understand me a bit
i may not telling u my situation cz i dont want to burden u some more
but i jz really need u to understand me
jz 2 months..then i'll be with u..insyaAllah..

please dont think that i'm not there for u
i am always by ur side
but this time, ouh no2..this week.. i really need this week..
ok?
i'm sorry for hurting u..
i didnt mean it..
it hurts me when u ended our conversation jz like that
i really want to cry, but it's ok if u r alright..
i jz need the old u.. the most cheerful person i ever know..

dear,
i really LOVE u...
please push away..far away..ur bad feeling..ur stress..ur unwanted feeling..
please dear please..
I am always here for u...

~laguku untukmu~

~Almost Paradise~

Almost paradise
more glorious than dawn
ur love is for me
feels like i own the whole world

In my life
like a dream in my tired life
I hope I can treasure ur love forever

I hold ur hand and shout to the world
I swear to heaven, I will love only u
Like the stars in the night
A beautiful dream paradise that belongs to us alone
I can go anywhere, to my paradise

Days without u,
I'll forget all the pain
This is only the start, being with u
Start to travel, start to run
Loving u forever

Almost paradise
Warmer than the sun


whenever i'm tired, lucky in my life
like a dream u come to my side
whenever i'm sad, lucky in my dream
u always surround me with ur warmth

no matter when or where i always smile like this,
no matter how much more troubles on earth,
i'd never let u see my tears
even if u dont know my heart

even from afar
i can see ur smile, i'd feel very lucky
can u come one step closer to me?

~credited to Boys Over Flower series
ji hoo sunbae, saranghe~
=p

sape cepat dia la dpt!

salam... =)

lately byk plak aku dgr cita psl cintan cintun..
tp bkn maggi cintan k..tp C.I.N.T.A..
tau la bln pose, xyah la nk imajin mknn lak..haish~ =p
yg terbaru aku dgr psl lmbt 'pick up'..
ni mksudnya cm lmbt luahkn prasaan la..
smpaikan cinta si dia da beralih arah..adei~ melepas la kan ni..
knapa ea org bla da sma2 suka, tp still xpat nk ckp..
dlm hal ni, pmpuan mula la tuding jari..konon2 laki kna start..
tp aku sbg pmpuan pon stuju ni..
yela, pmpuan kn pmalu, xkn tbe2 terhegeh2 nk mnx kapel..
nnt watnye laki tu cm biasa2 ja kt dia..mst org pk dia lak tegdik2 kn..
tp klu laki kna reject pon, dia still ok la aku rs..aku rs la..jgn marah ea laki2..hikhik~
tp klu kes yg da sama2 suka, xkn nk reject kn?ades~~
n ble x bersuara, si dia da diambil org...
so the other person mula la kuciwa..frust menonggeng la...
tu la, sape suh lmbt..dok men tarik tali lak..ish2..
klu aku, mmg xlrt tarik tali..silap2 aku kna tarik..hehe~
then bila ada cinta baru, baru la nk cpt2 grab..
tp btol ka tu cinta??
or jz nk isi ati yg terluka..or isi kekeciwaan sndri...
hurmm..ntah la..tu tepuk kpala, tnya la otak..lu pk la sndri..hikhik..
tp cnta pon byk plak kategori kn... sedey aku mengenangkan klu cnta tu hnya sbb nfsu..
or blom bcnta tp nfsu dah menguasai diri..
kecewanya cmtu..huhu
tmbh sdey bila kita x expact bnda tu suma akn jd..tp da terjebak..

so renung2kn knapa kita perlu memiliki cinta..
if x bercinta pon, btol x layanan kita kpd org..jgn sesekali gunakn seseorg utk dri sndri...
klu nk, ckp nk..klu xnk, jgn bg hrpn..
n klu bercinta, pk la, cinta itu kah yg kita idam2kn..
cinta itu kah yg akn bwk kebahagiaan..
n yg plg pntg, tink dat cinta itu kah yg menjamin kita ke syurgaNya..

smoga kita dlm jagaanNya..
Ya Allah, ampunkan aku...ramadhan Mu hnya 13 hari lg..
bantulah aku menunaikan segala ibadah kepadaMu..
smoga aku tergolong dlm hamba2 yg di rahmatiMu...

p/s: if dah ready, say it..but if x..jgn sesekali mainkn prasaan..
if doubt, wat istikarah..elok wat tmbh2 bulan pose lg ni.. =)

n plg pntg, fi nak, baik cpt2..nnt melepas..
sapa cpt,dia dpt kn.. jgn nyesal ye kwn2~

deep inside..hihi

salam...
i found sumting nice to share..
"In life, ALLAH doesn’t give you the people you want instead. ALLAH gave you the people you need. to teach you. to hurt you. to love you. and to make you exactly the one you should be. no mountain’s too high when there’s a will. no river’s too wide believe there’s a way. at last you will get back only what you gave."

lately my life quite miserable i tink..but i didnt seem so aite..haha~
gud enough 4 me 2 stay in dis condition..
about d quote above..i tink u all could understand it..
maybe more than i do..
its jz about how deeply u need sum1 in ur life..
n how u gonna grab her/ him..
4 me, d way u r getting them is d most important..
how can u reach them..how u can persuade them..n how can u proove them..
mayb u've tried so many ways that u tink are enough from urself..
but if d person herself/ himself cant look at it..so wut d point?
all u need to do is keep on trying..
trying n never ever give up..
never ever show ur weakness..
never ever dissapiont her/ him..
n d most valuable is u do everything jz 4 her/ him..
proove dat u can be d most dat she/ he want..
especially 4 gurl..gurl need to be protected..
to be loved..to be understood..to keep in touch..maybe..
n for a gurl, if she approve on sumting, dat d best answer she can gv..
n at dat moment, she jz hope d best will happen in her life..
even she'll hurt..she wont mind..as long she can stand..she'll let it be..
but beware!! if she cant stand wit it anymore..u'll find her worst answer..
n dat tym is d most critical tym 4 her..4 her entire life maybe..
u can say wut u want to..but only she know everything inside..
to get another chance from her...jz gv her space..
even 4 a new love..jz gv her some space..
she really need it..n she really want it...
n remember, if u re'want'or want her..again, dun ever gv up...
dont show ur weaknesess..cz she'll feel sorry then..
n dont u ever force her...cz maybe another worst will happen...

inside ZirCon heart...
“…and I will continue my journey as long as my heart beats no matter how many times i fall…”