which one is worse?

stress about works?

or 

stress with peoples u work with?

what say u?????


caution: both are HAZARDS!!!

Aidilfitri 2010

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

sedikit update tentang raya...

Aidilfitri 2010 tidak seperti Aidilfitri yang sebelum2 ini...
ada sedikit kedukaan bermula dari Ramadhan 1431..

dad has been diagnosed for colon cancer.. and it was a breaking news to all of us..
he needs to undergo the operation a.s.a.p..
n Alhamdulillah, syukur banyak2 kepada Allah, everything went on smoothly..

the operation was done on the 2nd week of Ramadhan..
starting from that, our second home was PPUM..
but i dont mind at all...
at least ada pengalaman sahur n berbuka di hospital about 1 week...
n now, ayah is muchhhhh better...
syukur sgt2 kepada Allah s.w.t.

"innallahama'asaabirin..."
-sesungguhnya Allah bersama dengan orang-orang yang bersabar-

janji Allah itu memang agung...
walaupun ayah sakit, tapi semua yang berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya...
dan hikmah di sebalik ni semua, bg aku sangat2 lah berharga...

sebelum ni aku ada rasa yang our siblings are getting apart since everyone of them is having their own life & family...
but after ni semua, I do feel like we r getting close and even closer than before...
n we somehow got to know what are the reasons behind the problems..

terima kasih Ya Allah atas rahmatMu yang x terkira ini...
semoga hati-hati ini terus bersatu di dalam rahmatMU...

adik ayah, paktih also has been hospitalized on malam raya...
semoga paktih juga cepat sembuh so that we could gather like before...
i really2 miss our family gathering...

"Ya Allah, sembuhkanlah ayah & paktih secepat mungkin...
panjangkanlah umur mereka supaya mereka dapat menambahkan lagi ibadat mereka kepadaMu...
hanya Kau sebaik-baik sandaran buat kami"

update

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

setelah sekian lama...

persekolahan bermula

+

             

kerja

 =

saya sangat sibuk...

byk benda mau cerita....

to make it simple,

i'm happy with my life now.... 

there are ups and downs,

but, I want to live my life to the fullest...

jadi, kena hadapi dengan tabah segala dugaan & ujian

=)

23rd? wink2~

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

i am 23 now!!!!

thanks to those warm wishes!!!

really appreciate that...

tenkiuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~

=)

biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiig grin!!!!

to whom it may concern: *thanx for d lovely gift as well* 
i'm loving it~ =)

awkward feeling

Salam

rite now I have an awkward feeling deep inside my heart..

I'm happy, but at d same time I feel like d loneliness will linger around me soon

I know I have to let this thing go, its for her happiness...

I am happy for her, but sometime I do feel that she will leave me like the others..

waaaa~ 

I shouldn't have this feeling.. but I can't even hide it...

for the past 4-5 months, I did feel this way..

less pillow talk...

less shopping.. 

less wayang...

everything that I ever spent with her become less..

even lesser after this I think...

but whatever it is, I am super happy for you

hope this happiness will be with u for the rest of your life

can't wait for your BIG DAY, dear!!!

=)

bestnya ada anak kan

Salam...

best kan ada baby ni...

siapa2 yang dah ada anak tu mesti agree kan?

lain la yg dlm news hari2 orang buang anak tu..nauzubillah..

actually, this week aku diamanahkan untuk jaga baby my sis.. Airil Ziqry tu..
n also abg2 si airil ni..
since my sis is on a trip dengan husband dia  for 6 days..

now I realized that bukan senang nak jaga anak..
terutamanya baby la..

bila melawak, asyik gelak ja

dia ni kira budak baik gak la..jarang sgt bgn malam

dengan terjaga tgh malam... tgh sakit2 dia.. nak salin pampers..
mencabar gak tu... bila tgh malam mmg lg mencabar la..huhu

*cmna la mak ayah jaga aku kecik2 dlu..huhu*

pastu wat muka kesian suh org angkat dia

tp sesusah mana pon jaga baby ni, once kita dpt tgk dia senyum, dia gelak, knpem ilang rasa susah tu
hilang semua stress bila balik dr keja...
rs x sabar nk tgk baby tu pon ada.. *wink2* ;-)

bila dh penat, dia pon tdo..tp nk gak pegang jari org..

:: i wish i'll have my own soon.. :-p ::

done with 1st sem!

salam...

alhamdulillah tamat sudah exam utk 1st semester..

doakan saya berjaya dgn cemerlang!!!! =D

tapi siyes papers utk master ni were totally different..

total paper: 4

dua paper yg pertama agak mengerikan sbb banyak kna hafal n paper yg berturut..

n one of d paper, cukup2 je markahnya...i mean 60 mark was allocated since carry mark is 40..

sungguh menyenangkan diri lecturer ku itu...

3rd paper lg horror... 10 soklan..jawab suma within 3 hours..

tahniah tangan dan jemariku berjaya menggoreng secukup garam & belacan..huh~

org ckp save d best for d last..

hah yg last ni mmg plg BEST!!!

wat aku DOWN nk mampos!!!!!!

xyah study pon xpa paper last ni..sume application je..

so to those yg kje, sile la amek paper ni...utk org xde pengalaman, mmg goreng smpai hangus kot..huh~

but at least suma dah lepas... jz pray to excel with flying colors~

ha, 1 more thing about exam di UM....

masuk je exam and it was FREE SEATING!!!

xyah susah2 cari number meja....i loiiiiike!!!

n beg pon le bwk masuk...jz letak depan2 je...

trully different kan ngn kt UTP..hihihi

k done cte psl exam n study..

pasni masa utk berpoya2...

ayuh berguling-guling macam tenggiling!!!!!

weekend is back in my life!!!!

i'll be having it for 2 monthS!!!

p/s: dh bley p psr tani...dh bley tgk melodi

n d most important is bley TDOQ sepuas ati di ujung mggu!!!!

flowers n ribbons

salam...

Attention to all that wish to get married

or...

getting married in a short term...

or

to those who are looking for gifts to be given in any occasion....

do visit....

http://flowersandribbons.blogspot.com/

it is a good platform for you to get any idea of giving out door gift on ur BIG DAY!!!

they are awesome gifts available n prices are truthfully reasonable!!!!

i loiiiiiike it~

Exam menjelang

salam...

esok bermulalah perjalanan peperiksaan buat kali pertama di alam Masters ni...

aku akui yang pembelajaran kini amat berbeza dari undergrad dulu..

tp aku harus tabah...kuatkan semangat!!!!

4 papers harus ku tempuh...

semoga Allah permudahkan semuanya untukku...

"roobi yassir wala tu'assir... robbi tammim bil khoir.."

keja + study

i just discovered that...

working + studying = TIRED

especially during exam

balik keja konon nk study...

ni la outcome nya bila dah turn on computer...

buku terCover oleh pencil case + facebooking + baca blog!

yeay, saya belom setadi...

jap2, check jadual exam dlu...ayuh~

Saturday/ 24.04.2010

Sustainable Process Engineering: 2 pm – 5 pm

Sunday/ 25.04.2010

Environmental Management Systems:

10 am – 1 pm

Sunday/ 02.05.2010

Hazardous Waste Control: 2 pm – 5 pm

Sunday/ 09.05.2010

Hazard Identification and Evaluation: 2 pm – 5 pm

wah~ saya sangat suka dengan jadual 1st week!!!

dengan keja yang sangat banyak, saya pasti sempat cover semuanya dalam seminggu!

saya pasti dapat menghafal nota2 setebal 2 inchi utk setiap subjek ini!

tahniah z!

p/s: tula, ms xde kje dlu hang xmo study tol2...

tp klu study pon bukan bley ingt suma..

mmg dh lumrah kna study last minit br le ingt..huhu